sad+emotional+happy+tiring=exciting

yesterday and today was a damn tiring day for me...
yesterday after finish my mid term,
went to Sunway Pyramid to walk walk with Evelyn them...
then till late night only back to hostel...
bu then today morning, around 11 + reach Mid Valley
to shop again...
>< wakao
but i didn't bought much item...
only 1 item that struck my eyes, that is G-Dragon Heartbreaker Album!!
straight buy it without any hesitations





weee~~ finally got it... T.T but do cost me quite an amount...


well, after all those stuff...
today is the new year eve
but i won't be celebrating it with my family nor friend...
but with myself at my hostel...
and the photo below is my dinner XD



and i will be not forwarding any sms to wish new year to all my friends...
as all i know is they are surely busying celebrating or count down...
Happy New Year to my friend ne...
may God bless us all...
and let the 2010 be a better year
goodbye 2009...

really very sad...

today get to know my

english 1st journal

marks 10%

but i only get 6.25%

and it

really does hurt me

deeply

and it is also the lowest mark

in my class ne

T.T

and tml

is going to be my turn to gv the

oral presentation

just hope that

everythings goes nice

but not nasty

only

bad luck ?

felt a bit bad luck previous week...
1st of all my english journal assignment 1, article been reject quite a few in numbers...
but its ok, as it is done...
then on teusday..
my laptop, i had no idea taht what happen on that day
that it suddenly hanged and then blue screen
means there sure is some system or hardware problem...
but i had no idea the main cause of it...
in wednesday it still functioning at the noon
but in the late evening...
it went doom...
by screen...and by that time it just make me confirm that the main cause is by the graphic card or include other hardware...
as the laptop screen doesn't show anything...while the laptop is still processing...

aiks..felt very bad luck ne...
and now somemore need to think of which topic to take up for my assignment... meaningful or fear ??
and later need to study BCP for online quiz...and also find info regarding on advantage and disavantage of E-Learning...

should have not

Aiks,
this week should have not come back to my home town ~
1st factor is
my room had been use by guest, zzz
then i am unable to buy ticket to back KL by tomorrow(Sunday)
due to some reason...

but still ok la...
most unhappy things is unable
to buy the ticket back KL...
feel like shit when saw the notice
"13th Dec 2009 ticket telah habis dijual"
WTF ?

really feel
like
shit
!!!
too angry
till
can't
express
anything
in word
form~

its been a week

after the Sem 1 break
that i had
it's been 1 week
i been studying for my Sem 2
but
it seems
that in physically
i am still in the state
of lazy

next week thursday is
my 1st assignment to be due
but
i had not started anything about it
felt
very very
useless of myself.

currently listening
to
Brown Eyed Girls
Sign
and
other song.

thinking of
someone
that
is
not
meant to
think of.

27, 28 & 29th Nov 2009

today, 28th of Nov is my Gu Jiong daughter wedding.
reach the venue by around 6 p.m but get stuck in the jam for 40 min that cause by an accident.
the wedding dinner should be start by 7 p.m, but it starts at 8:15 p.m that is about 1 hour 15 min "earlier"
about all the photos is uploaded at my facebook.
the food of the restaurant is quite nice....only few are sux~
and 1 more thing, the car that are used is Bentley ~ omfg !!!
the dinner ends around 10 p.m
me and my family head back to the central to sleep at the hotel...
drive quite far from the venue to the hotel, as the hotel is located at the KL Central

wakao for these few days i am totally blur as i did many stupid stuff
about those stuff i won't be telling here.. =P
erm after the day, today, sunday slept till around 9 smtg.
then wake up and get prepared to go eat for our breakfast + lunch.
at the 'Latest Recipe', its a buffet lunch.
very enjoy eating there as the food is not only beautiful but also taste marvelous.


after eating, headed to the KLCC Suria to shop~
lazy to talk about the content.
we just walked for awhile then leave by 5:30 p.m +
ate something nearby that is so sux till i did not remember the name of the restaurant.
head to subang jaya to drop me off
as i am going to start my Sem 2 by tml.

a nice sunset view ???

sux holiday

aiks,
its been awhile
not writing anything.
didn't actually went out with friend
much
what i do is just stay home
and
help out my mom

3 days ago
i scare to fall sick
that is getting a flu/sneeze
then following fever
aiks
till today still sick.
i hope that it went recover soon

my eldest sister just came back from
Aus by this Monday.
but i didn't went
to KLIA to pick up my sis with my family
as
i am staying back to watch over the house
and also
looking over the dogs...
hehe

today
finally is the day where my
result is release
about my result
is as sucks as me
zzz
2 more sem to go
that i need to really work
hard and focus on
it
before everything is too late.
and about my 2 week holiday is going to end soon
as my second semester starts by 30th Nov

but i got to head back to KL
by this saturday
as
me and my family
need to attend a
wedding dinner
then hope that Sunday
able to go shopping
then buy some things that i wanted
short pants
skinny jeans
sneakers

hope everything will go smoothly~

~.~
i am so shit now

drama hours ~

well
i spent more than
11 hours
on
movie
and
drama

about this movie
i would like to gv a rating of
10/10
as it really
does have meaning.

♥

and
about this drama
"Buzzer Beater"
an
eleven Episode
drama
from yesterday
evening
dinner
start watching it
till just now 4:45pm.
hehe
feel great to
watch finish it
as
it's really a nice drama
i give a rating of
9.5/10

♥

DVD's

today doesn't have any activity
just too bored at
my house,
so i decided to
go Jusco
and
buy some
DVD
to watch
hehe ...
buy le around RM150++
haha
2 week times watch finish ??
maybe,
maybe not

any idea??

zzz
how to style my 'grass' hair ne? =/
zzz
really no idea..
feel like want cut short again...

back Ipoh

finally
a short 2 week break for me to back
Ipoh.
yesterday,friday
night
before i go to sleep
started to pack some of my belongings
and
also counted some coins.
well the result of the counting is below

a total amount of Rm 50 from 3 months coins saving.

today evening
reach Ipoh.
1st place to go
is here
hehe
nice ?

can't wait till it finish ..^^

the day....

today is the day
my sem 1
finish !!!

feel damn happy,
although
didn't not do well in my finals.
but hope and wish all at least
at least pass pls

today went Sunway
after the final paper,
moral education.
but today
d
plan wasn't planned so nice =/
hope next sem break
will be planned better ^^
looking forward for it.
but today also have fun ne.
thx all my friend.

well, tomorrow
i will be heading back Ipoh by
1:00 p.m
KTM
reach Ipoh around 4 pm
hehe

Ipoh here i come !!!

at last,
wish all my
course-mates
&
college-mates
enjoy this 2 week sem break

Hwaiting !!!!

disappointed

somehow
i had no idea is it true that
i do like to
self pity
myself
by doing
single thing to perfect

somehow this week finals do
make me feel very moody
English - HD gone or even D is gone
Economics - HD/D is gone
BMA - no idea pass or what
Account - dead (today paper)

for some reason,
it really do hurt myself
as
i have econs and acc
background
but
i did sux
in every paper

and tomorrow is the last paper
that is
moral,
i had no idea what is my course mark
that tell me
i still need how many marks
to at least a C for it

people can't know
what i thinking
and
feeling
even include my family and best friends
so, for a friend
can you really
read my mind?

see me happy
but do i really happy
by that time ?

and this whole week
don't know
what happen to myself
as
stomach keep
not feeling well
few days back
stomachache.
then yesterday gastric.
and today
don't even know what is it...
2 hungry? or 2 full? or got gastric again?
feel so unwell

just hope to back my house
at
Ipoh
and
have a full rest
that is
without
thinking
a single thing
about my study or living.

no mood

actually in the full sentence
is that
i don't have the mood to study.

and some more
this few
days
keep on rain
make ppl feel so...
so...
cold.

4th Nov 2009

today was my
account
English
&
maths
last class...
but too bad able to take photo with
2 lecturer only
1 ran away
due to some reason(interested, sms me)

Ms Christina, our English lecturer

Ms Tham, our Account lecturer

at evening,
need to attend a test.
that is
listening test
but
went to
a disaster
for section 1
zzz, miss out a lot
and wrong many
aiks
sad le...
and some more rain
more sad.

a week before finals

the feeling of me right now
is so blur
that
i can't tell
what feeling i having now
the pressure or stress
is so different
it somehow makes me feel
more pressure than
when i am
sitting for my
SPM

for 2 years i been doing account
but
in this foundation
i can hardly do
the basic of accounting
feel depressed in
a sense of saying
but its more than that
as
many of my course mate doesn't
have the background of account
they did better than me.

6 days more till i face my finals
will i be ready by then?
or will i be crying by that time?

is your own choice.
focus focus...

wow !!!!

a must listen and must watch MV from Big Bang
the opening was. OMG
the song is also. OMG
unbelievable watch urself.

Big Bang - Let Me Hear Your Voice

EWE presentation day

Today was the long waited day,
that was the English Week Exhibition (EWE)
i can hardly sleep by yesterday,
as i am too nervous but also curious about the event.
get up from my bed by 6:30 a.m. and get myself prepared
and head to M Floor of TBS by 7:30 a.m.
it was so quiet at the time of 7:40 a.m at the M Floor,
as there are actually no one there except the few of us that are going to present soon and
decorating the board.
even my fingers can count it all.
but as pass by to 8 a.m.
people starts to come in.
but for me, my group and course mate went to account lecture 1st by 8:00 a.m.
and ask for permission to leave earlier
that is by 9:30 a.m.
but Miss Tham give us break by 9:15 a.m.
by that time we just left and head to M Floor only
well from start i was totally nervous.
that can hardly stand or speak well.
last 15 minutes before we start our presentation.
last rehearsal strike in as for the last preparation
as 8:55 a.m. we saw the judges are here and sitting till 9:00 a.m.
when the clock strike 9 a.m.
one of the judges are going to randomly pick up 1 group to do the 1st presentation.
as they walk in, she just point at our board and tell us that we are the 1st group that are going to present for today.
and me and my group was like
what the ???
but as a fact, we also prepared ourselves and set up the slides.
about the process of the presentation i won't be telling here, if you're interested ask me.
our presentation went quite well that runs about 16 minute and 4 minutes earlier than the time limit.
as for my part of the presentation part,
i know i was nervous
and done a mistake.
don't ask me, as my group and also the people there will only know.
T.T quite disappointed at there.
but trough out it was self satisfaction as i had done my best.
but will be improving my presentation skill.
before i forget i would like to say tq to my friend that support and cheer me.
but not least my sis. tq !
erm as for the photo below is our group presentation board and with all the group member.

after group 1.3 all had done the presentation.
we had decided to take a group picture.
as u can see,
our plan is that the whole 1.3 group wear black and white concept.
as for gentlemen is to wear pure black and with a white/white silver tie
and as for ladies is to wear white formal cloth and with black dress/slack. (sorry for the not correct term used)

the photo above doesn't show everyone of us, as some have left and some doesn't want to join us.
just wish that we, group 1.3 will rock and have fun trough out the whole foundation.
hwaiting !!!!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

wish all the group that going to present tomorrow all the best !!

extreme period

3 more days till my EWE presentation..
and yet

the logbook, slides and rehearsal
still not yet done
logbook details not yet done nicely and not yet decorate
slides not yet done finish editing
rehearsal, not done and it sure will be doom.
tomorrow will be Sunday
and
me and my group are going to
one of our house to done all this stuff
and including
plan on the decoration on the board
hope tomorrow sure will done all
if not
then
wait
nyeknyek
or in another words
death

update for the PD interview and buying at sunway

this are the photo of going Port Dickson for the account assignment 2 interview place.

a picture of us with Ms Foo

some photo taken by us... quite boring that time...=X

a crapy scenery taken by me...

erm but for today, went to Sunway to buy a new cloth for my EWE presentation.
didn't thought of it that today will spend this much on so few things.
bought this black formal suit at The Executive .
it can be seen by the photo below.
it cost Rm109 ... @.@
erm then bought a white tie also, but for the tie i didn't take photo of it. but the tie cost Rm19.90.
then total up is i used RM128.90 for this 2 item only...zzz


aiks...

trip to ...

yesterday was the day
where
me and my group
went to Port Dickson (PD) to do our assignment for account that is an interview...
2:10 left Subang Jaya, then around 4:00 reach PD
interview the senior finance department of the Shell Refining Malaysia Bhd, Ms Foo
by 5 pm.
interview (recorded) last for around 33 minutes and half more hour that we chat about how things are done in the company of the Shell.
well, from starting it was truly nervous and under pressure.
but things went well as the interview starts...
after finish all those stuff, m group leader mom treat us to have a light dinner nearby, at the Shell Club House.
i would like to say Tq again at here for all those arrangement and the food.
while for the journey back to Subang Jaya was a
terrible case...
we spent 3 hours to get back Subang Jaya as our driver went wrong place and we had no idea of the roads...
as u also know that the road at KL is .... and the sign board also 'cacat' d.
reach my hostel by 10 pm +
but for jack ( another jack , that is my course mate/friend/group mate), as he need to go back to Cheras from Subang Jaya and later still need to print out EWE assignment things...
and the worse thing is tml, that is today, we had a quiz on economics...
then we need to do revision...
for me, i was totally sleepy till no mood to study for it.
then went to sleep about at 11:45 pm...
aiks... do hope our assignments will go well as planned or not planned also naturally....

silence

now my moral assignment 2 had done, done the logbook and also the presentation.
as the presentation is done by today.
and i know that when i am presenting, i sux on it...
suddenly felt nervous and forget to say many things.
other than that i also know that the slide for my group is way to different from all the other group...
now i am wondering what will be my individual marks for my presentation and also the group mark...
this week will be a very busy week.
as 1 assignment due by this week and next week will be having a important presentation that will cost a lot, i mean a lot of the marks.
felt very nervous in my heart and also in my soul.
felt like can't even say a word correctly.
while for the logbook and the slide is not done yet ...
i felt like we are so dead...
while for tomorrow, there will be a interview at Port Dickson for account assignment 2.
hope that tomorrow will be a success.

people will not know what i felt in my heart or what i am thinking in my mind. sometimes i feel that why do i lock everything in my heart and mind? but when think back, its because is all promises that need to be kept secret and things that need to be achieve.

do i look like a KL zhai to u all ??
how come got people predict that i am a KL zhai ?
anyone can give me a reason for it?

2 weeks from my finals...

currently listening to TaeYang - Where you at ?

11/10/2009

days passes quickly
money use up quickly
due date for assignment reaching quickly
final exam reaching quickly
life span finish quickly

but
work is done slowly
money is earn slowly
assignments are done slowly
study are done in a very slow progress
laziness owning me by slowly

Friday, went to pool, it was fun and enjoying.
Saturday, waste my time on my laptop on facebook restaurant city, links and listen to song.
but at evening get gastric pain... while i had all my meal ate in time... but still get... no idea !
Sunday, wake up by the sound of slamming door that cause by the strong wind.
opened my eyes at 8:45 a.m. but 1st thing to do is to on my laptop ♥♥♥♥♥♥
but when 9:00 a.m , it start to rain =="
i thought i would like to have my breakfast at old town d. but the rain just destroy my plan ! arghhh
but i do like the cold wind ♥♥
second thing to do for me is to on my PPS and watch movie, starting can't find any movie to watch but this particular movie just caught my attraction...
The Mummy Alive III
==" i know its lame...
but able me to waste my 2 hour =X
after finish watching it..
thought of playing dota via Garena...
but...
the line...
is too damn....
"smooth"
not cool man.. !
so didn't play after all..
but back to my face book ♥
play my restaurant city ...lolz
had lunch at Asia Cafe again...
i mean again..><
boring to eat those food le...
for my whole noon section, all time is wasted on face book and listen to song only...
evening went to swimming with my housemate...
but i drank 4 times of the pool water...zzz what the shit... !
then at night after ate dinner went to play basketball
walao ...
my stomach straight not feeling well le...
but after finish play go 7-11 to buy 100 plus... now ok le...
around 9 :30 only start to do my assignments =="
or can say is just to reorganize and edit only....
tml morning need to type my econs assignments in..aiks.. i hope the answer is correct...

in conclusion, i did not study at all !
What The Fuck man !!
what are you thinking ?
dad pay so much , u didn't study hard?
fuck yourself man !

days

very lazy to upload photo d... as most are already uploaded at my facebook...
last saturday is my best friend birthday ^^
Choong Dick Mun 18th birthday.
Wish ya Happy Birthday here also...^^ although this post is posted so late...
i always just wanted to wish ya, be confident of what you wish for and face everything bravely.
the friendship chain between us will never break.

while about me...
i felt like suicide-ing but can't do that as i had not accomplish everything that i wanted.
and after think deeper, i just can't end my life by now because of this small matter that i can't really face ?
i am just too no confident in myself by doing everything.

i am so wonder what is my future and what is the purpose of me on this world?
give me a clue !!

26th Sept

wow.
so fast the past 1 week le.
feel like the 1 week is just 1 day.
but its ok , as next week coming back to Ipoh again.
as there is some event need to be attend.
today finally able to eat my mom cooking.. T.T
as last few days all also eat outside or got dinner to attend.
my mom cooking is still the best ^^
and i got to eat something that my dad and sis not able to eat.. hehe
as my dad went to KL le. and my sis back KL by last teusday.
so, only me and my mom able to eat it...
and its 'Shut Kap'
the photo will do the explanation...


the texture is just like the bird nest ... but its different la by the look , name ....

tomorrow need to go back KL le.. T.T
morning d KTM , by 9 am .
sob..so early jau need to leave Ipoh le...
but when tomorrow reach my hostel , i need to focus and start to write a draft about my econs assignments. if not, i will have not enough time to finish it.

well , as for my playing on Restaurant City need to be slow down le.. lolz...

now packing my stuff @.@
bye ~

Selamat Hari Raya to my malay friends.
hmm actually these days i also very lazy to write thing to my blog.
reach Ipoh by yesterday night.
and went out to have supper with my friends at a mamak stall at green town .
the main reason i eat supper is because i had my dinner very early that is by 4 smtg +
@.@
eat till around 11:30
then i had to head back home le..
as i also tired le..

for today i woke up quite early that is by 8 smtg..
then waited till around 9 only go out to eat breakfast .
ntg much to say .
but very happy that able to eat breakfast with my parents hehe...
at KL need eat alone for morning.
hmm for afternoon, went ut with friends to had lunch ..=X
sry dad didn't ahd lunch with ya...
then at the evening time , went to see the house that is in progress...
some photo do explains it...


side view
front view
my room , from the front view
my room by the back view toward front

aiks..
hope that it really do can finish in time that is by next year.
but i can c that there is lot more need to be done or progress..
well , i think that's all for today ~
lastly but also once again Selamat Hari Raya to my friend and happy holiday for all those that are on holiday .
but not least to those friend who are going to continue exam after raya , HWAITING !!

blank mind

after last week of 4 days exam.
i already feel like crap .
as i know i didn't do it well
because of the lack of study.
but
what i did not expect is that i will get the marks that is so unpredicted.
today i just receive my econs and english marks.
this 2 subject is enough to make my heart broken.
and tml, its acc.
while for acc , i am sure that i will low marks as i did a mistake on it.
but it how low it will be.
and i do hope that it won't be too low ...
i feel like shit.
as i got econs and acc base .
but
i did it so badly.
and i just trow all my HD away.
and this is the 1st time that i get my english mark that low.
low till its so unbelievable .
it just drop all my mood from the sky to the hell.
but who to blame?
blame myself because of laziness?
and not studying ?
but it's the fact that i didn't study hard to put effort in it.
it's undeniable ...

and all those assignments due date ,1 by 1 chasing me ...
just can't focus and think of what is the answer .
my mind is so blank and confused of myself.
what i really want?
what am i doing now?
im at college but not at secondary school anymore.
why is it that i just can't focus in my study ?
why that i can't put down all those things.

it just make me feel so strange in the sense of emotion and my thought.
feel like wanted to just shout out loud till everything from my mind is spilled out
and
just cry out?
but y is it that i can't cry?
or is that i just can't control my emotion as it's already mess up...
everything is so blur now...

really can't even do my EWE and econs assignments.

wasai

walao ??
how come its like in KPop zone is owned by girls group d ???
@.@



this song is quite unique and quite scary =="
haha .
bu more song to intro .
the song above is from Brown Eyed Girls - abracadabra
then F(X) - lachata
JunJin - like a fool
MC Mong - Indian Boy
GDragon - the heartbreaker album .. all song is recommended
Kara - wanna
RooRa - going going
Koyote - nonsense

hehe all these song is ure recommended u guys to hear it out..
if wan the song can ask form me to send the file to u..^^
but what i scare is the internet speed at my hostel here is quite slow..
so..^^ c how ba..^^

what a week, but what a great day for yesterday ..><

well , as u guys also know that i am having my mid term exam from teusday to friday .
what a week , but for no reason i feel that i am more nervous when i taking this mid term than i am sitting for my SPM =="
i think its because that i didn't do much preparation ...
and after all these 4 days , for sure i know i did all the papers badly by not putting single effort in it...
feel like shit after the last paper by friday , but got plan to go Sunway with the group of ppl that i know at my collge .
planned to go watch movie.
but after going to Sunway , it make feel a bit distress from the disappointment.
well,let forget all those unhappy things , all i need to do is to study hard to face my final .
for the movie,we watched "The ugly truth"
go buy ticket by 1 +/-
it was a wow..as there is so many i mean many people queuing to buy tickets.
@.@
but atlast its our turn , but sorry to let June go queue only..><
manage to buy the ticket and nice seat .


well,this movie . i sure will recommend u all to watch . its undeniable of truth.

finish watching it by 6:50 pm ++
planned to go sit and drink only...
but
unable to find a place for us to sit or not suitable for us to dine in.
wasted around 1 hour just only to find a restaurant or a place to eat that can fit for 10 people ?!?!
but lastly able to find a place to dine in or to sit down.
the place that we dine is is called 'gasoline'
erm, the food still ok ...but the style of the restaurant is unique compare to normal.
had a bit of chit chat and photograph .



erm ,for the named of them , is all tagged at my facebook. and i am lazy to rewrite it al here ... =X

erm this is all the HP that owned by us ~ let have a war with the I-Phone at the middle !!

eat and chit chat till 9 pm.
then its time for us to say bye lor..><
i wanted to thx a lot for June father that willing to fetch us and drop us by to subang jaya .
aiks, after reach my hostel .
1st thing to do is...
open my laptop =="
wanted so badly to upload and write this.
but...
unable to upload photo for atleast 2 hour.that makes me angry and stop uploading it and go for sleep...
but also sleep at quite a late time that is 12:30 + .
i know its early for those who are usual to sleep at morning ==" ( no offense)
but for me its very late ...

just came to me..?

some times,thinking so much is a suffer, but when u doesn't think of anything it makes u suffer to can't think of anything. when u feel too hate toward a person, it means that u are too in love with the person.why does people do create a question when... the answer is some how in-front of us or the answer is just there,but we just seem can't see or get it.

in the mean while people do have a habit , that is forget about things that is unhappy .
but in the same time they are trying to memories a thing.
in this time, they just can't remember what they want to remember.
but the fact is , you had memories it into your mind but your brain just don't show you what u had remembered. while the brain just show something that you don't want to remember that badly.

somehow, some people just don't know how to be a people.
they act strangely or funny by the another point of view its just seems like a joker .
somehow , sometimes people do things that will irritate other people but most of them doesn't know that.
but 1 thing i am sure that when i do something that will irritate one person, i will not dare, i repeat , i will not dare to provoke a person to the last stage where the person will start whacking you or what ever.
but it seems like , some person doesn't know how to control the start , pause, rest or stop system that is in their mind.

sometimes i will forgive or just forget about it, as you doesn't know who is me.
or know what i like or what i hate.
but you need to go and understand and learn about it even people don't say it out.
but some people do say it out.
it's natural that for someone should go and look into other people mind and think of what they think.
by doing this u can understand other people more.

in the nutshell , just be more smart a bit .? ok ?
but not only smart on what your studying only.
but smart to be a people.
when only smart in the mind of studies doesn't mean u will survive in the place where people doesn't say how smart you are but is how strong is ur mental and physical .

omfg !

aiks..
tml is the day
the day
!!
im not joking
its the day for january, march and july intake exam
for my intake is mid term exam !!
omg !!
i very scared ahh !
y ?
1st time le..
felt so scare before exam..
never happen to me before..
even in SPM ...
cham ne..
tml english and economics..
sob..
feel like shit..
for english hope that i can produce a nice paragraph ?!?!
and for econs...i hope i can do and answer all question...
T.T
someone pls help me..
by
just simply slap me..
without noticing me..
T.T

wish all the ppl that start exam tml +u+u , hwaiting hor !!!
and for UTAR friends..
+u at ur study...

let relax by listening to the song yea~~ !!

AnYung ~ !

@.@

quite lazy to update my blog .
bzs of the laziness .
laziness sure kill us .
last sunday went back to Ipoh, my home town .
but monday need head back to KL le.
as the reason why i went back by saturday is that go back by y relative car.
reach Ipoh by near noon around 11:00 something.
then afternoon, i went out with my friend .
aiks..felt so bad ne.. after reach home not long then leave home again.
after hang out with my friend, i went to the KTM station to buy the ticket for my return by Hari Raya.
when i at the counter, when i ask for the time that i wanted.
what i answer i get its that sold out . all left is the time that is not not not very good --"
but no choice,so need to buy also.
back by 19th Sept 6 pm from KL Central but most probably reach by 9 pm night.
after a whole afternoon time doing all these things, its time for me to head back home le.. XD
by that night, my dad bring me,my mom , my sis, my GU Jiong and a uncle to go eat at Munchung Restaurant .
haha a great meal its what i want at my home town.

for the next day (Monday)
wake up by 8 something then go out to have my breakfast with my family like my usual days.
ate at a place where my parents never bring me to before.
well, the food is delicious, that is what i can say.
at afternoon, chit chat with my parents and also play with the dog >.< so cute ..

this is the naughty dog Cookie(1st dog) haha still so naughty.


this is the new dog, hehe also a poodle named Baby. hehe
it seems like wanted to bite me.. T.T sad.. bzs it never meet me before.
its fur is very very very soft ... XD but in these photo you can't saw these feature.

my mom also did something for us to had.
that is 'yun wo' bird nest .. > <
can you see this??? its texture is like jelly but it isn't .



when reach lunch time, we all went to our cousin house to eat lunch.
after eat and chat at there till around 3pm something.
me and my sis went back to home 1st, as we need to start pack our stuff for the leave to head back KL.
after get ready everything...
we left Ipoh by 5:10pm.
thought of will reach KL by 7/8pm
but...
the photo bellow explain all...jam for at there for around 2 hours.
1st thought is :"there sure had a big accident in front that causes all this jam."
but when we reach to the area...
guess what ?
the accidentis at the another way or means the opposite lane(KL > Ipoh) not our (Ipoh > KL)
~w~"
damn za dou... all busy body stop and see then cause the jam.
but this accident i think its quite serious.
as at least 12 car involve in it.. all car condition is very damaged.
i wonder how it happen ...
after all these jam ...
reach Subang Jaya by 9pm +++
and only had our dinner =='
but its ok la...
lastly,very thx for the ride from KL > Ipoh, Ipoh > KL and the treat of the nice food from my relative Gu Jiong.
and also must thx for the caring from them and also my parents for this 1 and half day time... =X
haha

as for yesterday (5th Sept)
my dad came to KL ...
what a surprise, call me by evening.
thought of going to drink things and go walk at Ikano only.
but then till night time le .
so also go for our dinner lor.
then had dinner with my dad and also with my sis at The Curve Dragon-I
as The Curve is only opposite of Ikano.
the food was very very expensive but 1 thing is that the food quality is there .
so its quite fair to pay by that rate.

for today, the present.
wake up by 11 something at morning, aiks... sleep till so late.. ><
doing nothing other than sit in front of the laptop .
but later will be studying for my mid term exam .
other than that ...
i so hope or wish that i can buy all those nice album ...
but 1st thing, i can't see them in KL or even Ipoh.
second its expensive, as i doesn't have so much money ...
sob...
i think that's all.
for more thing, maybe will update later or soon. ~
bye ~

clear or not clear is better ?

after watched a movie at PPS by yesterday night...
this thought just keep bugging me at my mind.
is it really important to make it clear that she is your friend or more than a friend ?
is it after getting into best friend condition , the relationship can't go any further ?
or is it need to make it very clear that she is more than a friend to me ?
but all these doesn't help me anymore for now...
as...
1 thing for sure...
i had not make that clear.
end up the relationship become a friend, and i miss that chance about 2 years ago ?
or is it i did not even try to appreciate the chance / opportunity given to me ?
i just let it go ?
but for the second thing that i am sure that is
if there is chance in future , i will grab it and never let it go anymore...
as i doesn't wan to waste a opportunity anymore.
choose between friend ? further relationship ? best friend ???

ps : currently listening to
GDragon - Heartbreaker
T.T

GD - Heart breaker lyrics.

AYO!
FINALLY!
IS THIS WHAT YOU’VE BEEN WAITING FOR? (BRAND NEW GD)
I’M ALL BY MYSELF, BUT IT’S ALL GOOD
YOU’RE MY HEARTBREAKER (DJ AND YG)
LET ME TAKE THIS SONG

Nado eodiseo kkullijin anheo
Ajik sseulmanhan geol jukji anhasseo
Neohana ttaemune manggajin mom
Sarajin kkum motchatneun mam
Neol wihaeseoramyeon i han mom nallyeo
Niga inneun gosimyeon dallyeo
Hajiman geudaen naege annyeong tto annyeong

Neon naega shiltago
Iyuga mwonyago
Jasininneun nipyojeongi modeungeol malhaejwo seulpeugehae
Geuraedo jotago
Gihoereul dallaedo
Hanbeon doraseon nimoseup chagaun geu nunbichi shireoyo

NO NO
YOU’RE MY HEART HEART HEART HEART HEART BREAKER naega mwoljalmotaenneunji
YOU’RE MY HEART HEART HEART HEART HEART BREAKER NO WAY NO WAY

Naega neol tteonagandaedo (AY)
Naneun jeongmal gandago (AY)
Jalsanabojago (AY) (LOVERS AND HATERS)
Jigeutjigeutjigeutae ppigeutppigeutppigeutae
Naesarangui bigeuge NO WAY

Maeil ttokgachi mutneunde
Neon naega byeonhaetdago hae gajingseureon ipdamullae
Sangdaega nugunji algo malhae
Nan ije OUT OF CONTROL honjaseo gyesokmitto
Geujari geugoseseo annyeong tto annyeong

Neon naega sirtago
Iyuga mwonyago
Hwaganan ni moksori modeungeol boyeojwo seulpeugehae
Geuraedo jotago
Gihoereul dallago
Hanbeon doraseon nimoseup chagaun geu misoga miwoyo

NO NO
YOU’RE MY HEART HEART HEART HEART HEART BREAKER naega mwoljalmotaenneunji
YOU’RE MY HEART HEART HEART HEART HEART BREAKER NO WAY NO WAY

Naega neol tteonagandaedo (AY)
Naneun jeongmal gandago (AY)
Jalsanabojago (AY) (LOVERS AND HATERS)
Jigeutjigeutjigeutae ppigeutppigeutppigeutae
Naesarangui bigeuge

I’LL STILL STILL BE THERE(kkeojin ni jeonhwagie)
I’LL STILL STILL BE THERE (naejibap pyeonjihame)

Nan ajikdo geudael(ijen namira haedo)

I WILL STILL BE THERE

WOOO~

Yeongwonhi hamkkehajan geumaldeul
Jamkkanui,dalkomhan ppunirago
Geudaen wae amureochiannnyago nan ireoke apeunde

YOU’RE MY HEART HEART HEART HEART HEART BREAKER naega mwoljalmotaenneunji
YOU’RE MY HEART HEART HEART HEART HEART BREAKER NO WAY NO WAY

YOU’RE MY HEART HEART HEART BREAKER
YOU’RE MY HEART HEART HEART BREAKER BREAKER
H.E.A.R.T BREAKER (NO WAY)

I’M OUT

translations under the cut:

Translations:

A yo! finally! Is this what you’ve been waiting for?
brand new G.D! I’m all by my self, but it’s all good. you’re my heartbreaker
DJ and YG. Let me take this song here

I don’t fall behind, I’m still useful, I haven’t died yet
because of you, my body destroyed, my dream disappeared, my mind lost
for you i’d throw my entire body, to the place you’re at i’d run
but you said goodbye and goodbye

what was the reason why you didn’t like me? your confident expression, tell me everything, it makes me sad
but even if i say i like you and ask you for another chance, your back turned on me, i don’t like your cold look

no no
yo ma heart heart heart breaker i don’t know what i did wrong
yo ma heart heart heart breaker no way no way

though i said i’d leave you, i’m really going to leave, let’s see how you live by yourself

i’m sick of my love’s tragedy no way
everyday i ask the same thing, you say i changed, will you shut your hypocritical mouth?
say after knowing who i’m competing against. i’m now out of control, by myself continuously-
that moment that place goodbye and goodbye

what was the reason why you didn’t like me? your confident expression, tell me everything, it makes me sad
but even if i say i like you and ask you for another chance, your back turned on me, i hate your cold smile

no no
yo ma heart heart heart breaker i dno’t know what i did wrong
yo ma heart heart heart breaker
yo ma breaker no way no way

though i said i’d leave you, i’m really going to leave, let’s see how you live by yourself
i’m sick of my love’s tragedy no way
i’ll still still be there (despite your turned off phone)
i’ll still still be there (like the mailbox in front of my house)

i still love you (even if we’re strangers)

i will still be there

together forever, those words
are just temporarily sweet at that moment
why are you not affected, while i’m hurting so much

yo ma heart heart heart breaker i dno’t know what i did wrong
yo ma heart heart heart breaker

yo ma heart heart heart breaker breaker
h.e.a.r.t. breaker

credit:http://bakarang3r.wordpress.com/2009/08/19/02-heart-breaker-gd-solo-lyrics-romanjitranslation/

moody ~~~

sunday ?? i dont think this is sunday for me...
for my usual life , at sunday i usually go have my breakfast with my parents or family d..but now i feel like i lost the feeling .
bzs i am eating breakfast alone here... even its sunday.
as my roommate / housemate also wake up quite late..
had my lunch by 12 smtg... but for my housemate its breakfast ..><
erm...
then about the activities i don't wan to mention here lor..
till late evening , our old housemate called us to go play basketball.
well..
i was like ~~~wa ? so hot le...
but then also go le..bzs for me too long didn't go for exercise .
play till me so tired, now my leg was like ==" omg ? can't move...
we start play around 6 smtg..then finish play by 8 smtg...
after finish playing, 1st thing to do is go back to hostel to have a nice bath before going to have a nice dinner...
but 1 thing that piss me off very badly...
it happens before i go for basketball...
i receive a call form my dad.
and the content is about my sis.
her hand phone is stolen by a MOTHER FUCKER malay shit. (no offense to my friends or others)
man this sure piss me off le...
and it makes me feel like want to ask them 1 question...
so poor ? go ask government to gv u 1 la...
as u all are so used to ask from government.. !
PUI !
"he'll die from brain haemorrhage, or freakishly rare, degenrating, torturing, and most importantly incurable disease. then, not wasting the medic facilities and enable research to go on"
curse by my both sis.
"he get trapped at the rail of KTM then get smash in a slow and torture way"
my curse.

1 thing for sure la...
FUCK YOU and curse you badly. (to the particular person)

ps:no offense to any other religion.
if u found that ur not happy
with
what
i written
then FUCK OFF
from my
blog.
TQ.

a bad luck ? or fish day ?

well, as u can c the tittle
today i also don't know what happen..
when at my account tutorial class, i never thought that the she will discuss all the question in that fast speed.
then at there i need to rush for other question that i hadn't finish prepared .
and i had no idea why that time i will so careless
see wrongly what the question wanted .
and gave a wrong answer .
and it makes me feel a bit fish .
or can say it's very fish .

then after all that ,
i forget to print my account assignments and hand it up .
but that is lucky the due date is tml afternoon.
if not i will die for it.

and later in night.
i keep telling myself to remember to brig the pen-drive to go photostat the assignment.
and i did remember that .
but i forget to bring my student id card.
and it was notice when after finish eating and was going to enter the campus..
zzz
and i walk back to my hostel to get it .
after finish print and was heading back to hostel.
the sky is so bad .
it start to rain.
and the worst thing happen here.
when the time i was going up the stair with my housemate.
i only notice that i FORGET to get my pen-drive !!!
and WTF
i walk all the way back to the campus to get it..
and its still raining that time.
by doing this my shirt is wet and .... my mood just went down...
till no mood le..
feel like don't want to think of anything and go to sleep.
but i can't !! its too early now..and i scare that i will wake up in the mid night and can't go back to sleep.

ps:just maybe too tired.
or
its a bit stress
but things will go fine
all i need is
a sleep
music
care
love
attention
and food.
Better not to
hurt ourselves with
things that can't be explain.

Scary ~~~~

aiks, my intake got ppl get the influenza 1 .
and now 3 out of the 5 class has been quarantine .
but lucky for my group d class didn't get quarantine .
haha but also cham bzs need go for the lecture and tutorial...
but tml start i will be wearing the mask to college ..
i really damn scare man.. ~
no kidding if get and case get worsen will cause death ne ..

well, today i get to hear 1 song from GD .
his new solo will be out so soon..but i wonder where i can buy it...
hmm i hear the Gossip Man.
but now finding place to able me to dl it... ><
haha

tiring day !!

for today , even its a tiring day but it still worth it.
today did our last 4 hour moral community service .
wow.. .><
it was freaking tired man...
i now wonder will i get muscle pain by tml morning when i wake up ??
later got time finish the logbook then for this moral assignment 2 also finish le.. yes !
but i shouldn't yes so fast .
as for other subject assignment , i still not yet start .

today i only get the news , H1N1 in Malaysia is very serious.
cham .
i need to dig a hole the stay inside til the h1n1 is gone ...

laziness do kill me

well, i am those ppl that are very lazy . but now can't be a lazy person anymore.
as days passes.. everything came to a reality ,need to face it or to done the work.
or
face the music or even the effect .
1 thing for sure that i need to do my work and can't be a lazy ppl le.
other than that i really do hope i can improve my english ,but ppl i know at the college is all talking in chinese , aiks...
i really do need to improve my english . if not i sure will regret .
and now in the english writing , need very good english to produce a good essay .
assignment is the another thing that is killing me .
i now really understand why all college ppl say u sure no time bzs when assignment comes..
they will come in a same time and all due date is very near.
hmm , tml need to start to do my BMA(maths) assignments . if not it will be too late..
then next week or this sunday i need to start working in at my account second question assignments ...
aiks, weekends is coming again..
and i need to go and do the community service .
aiks. i am sure that it will be tiring day.
but i hope this time can finish it then full fill the 8 hours community service . then start to do the content and diary .
if not i think i will die very soon.
and other than these..
my mid term exam is drawing nearer and nearer..
hop ei can face it ..
but now i am still so weak at all my 5 subjects .
i sure need to do a lot of studying and understand all the things..
but for the maths i hope i can really do it..
as most of them say its easy ..but i found out its quite hard for me..
but i will never give up but will keep walking and finish it...

1 thing that makes me not very happy is my account teacher .
she is like picking on our group ..><
or no i dont know la...
bzs as we ask things , she will say 1 thing ' you should find it out yourself' man.. wtf hor..
after can't find the things we need then only we ask ma...
u also keep say that sentence to us...
aiks... but i really do that i can score well for my acc exam ...
hwaiting to all my group-mates !

death day...

well, today is my 1st day that are going to gv a presentation ...
aiks..its went sux when i was giving the presentation..
feel so bad for that ne..
aiks... i really do hope that i will do better at other presentation....
but still.. feel so sad ..
all assignments coming to me and my friends none stop ne...
but now at least done 1 le lor... but many more to go...
acc , econs, english , moral , bma .. wa aiks..all at least 1 assignments ne...

hope that today presentation also can score well ne. T.T if not cry for it le lor...

worrying and scarery day for me

so worry , as tml will be my 1st time to present in front ..but also with my group member la...
tml need to present d is moral 1st assignment..
so worry ne... as every time i go through the slide.. i feel like worry as , it seems a bit unorganized and a bit less points .
but need to pray hard that its ok lor..if not tml also dont know how to die...
aiks..

for yesterday , is my mom birthday .. but i cant celebrate with her , as i didn't go back Ipoh and my dad also at KL .. so this year my mom need to celebrate by her own self ..aiks..feel a bit sad and bad for that...
just wish my mom happy birthday and hope that u will happy always but most important is that she will stay healthy forever ..

the haze at here is getting worse and worse ... as i can c many of my friend that study at KL also complaining about this haze le.. and somehow with this bad condition of weather , ppl still do open burning...
sometimes i just ask myself , is burning things so fun???

other than that , the government s doing ntg at this ...
nor also the H1N1 case..
what the government care is only about political problem..
how to eat money .. thats all ...
about serious problem , H1N1 and the haze problem , they just don't care ....
but what to do ??????
but no offense to anyone .. bzs this is the fact .. accept it or deny it ? the answer is in ur head..

lastly , just pray hard for the presentation by tml ... hope everything will go fine...
hwaiting group !!!!!

Bang ~~ ?

lolz..
erm these few days also lazy to write .. or can say that i had ntg to write about ..
but recently i found out something ...
i saw the newspaper by 31 th July
that TVXQ is going to disband ...
aiks
what a shocking news..
i think this news quite shock all of their fans.
but about more of their news , i had no idea..

aiks...
i getting more worry le...
so many butterfly at my stomach ne ...
assignments... work...
aiks... more scare also assignments..
so many assignments to scare of ne..
Moral ..(group assignments ) got 2..
Account 1 individual assignments.
Econs assignments coming soon
BMA coming soon
ESC 1 grop assignments EWE ... aiks ...

AHHHHHH !!
i wan to be free le.. i damn hate to be a busy life...
y the shit from the start i choose this road !
but now what to do ? who to blame ? blame myself la...
and these few day don't know y my stomach not feeling well again..
this morning , can say whole morning also stomach ache ..
and now night time feel likes got gastric.. T.T
what is happening to me ?
i very sad ne...
is it bzs of these negative thought giving myself negative pressure ?
just feel very complicated or to be say that i am really lost in no where ...
no direction or anything....
or is it that i just lack of love or caring ?

why always people say that i am happy ..
but actually
i am sad always
but u can't c it in my heart ...
my soul is actually very down...
the smile on the face somehow doesn't means that i smile then i am happy or feeling ok..

ps:i really getting to hate myself
bzs
i can't do anything
right or well
can't gv what other
expected .
only give disappointment.

aiks...
erm for this afternoon thought of going out to yam cha d..but also fail le. nvm im sure there is always chance...
after knowing the plan has been cancel.
i thought of going to do my tutorial question...
but..zzz
end up gong to sleep...
sleep till 6 smtg only wake up...
aiks...wat also not yet do ..but so damn tired...
and today feeling was like complicated
maybe its bzs of the weather ..? about family ?
not sure ne... just complicated ...

well i less mention smtg at my previous post by this noon ...
that is i bought YG magazine at KL .
and inside it got ...
poster ...
well. wat poster ?
Big Bang Vs SS501 ...lolz
but i like Big Bang de ..as i am a fan also ma.. lolz..
erm the photo below is taken with my cell phone camera..so the pixel its like.. shit !
haha
1st its the Big Bang d and the second 1 is SS501 d...
Big Bang VIP'sSS501

hehe

compacted time

I thought that this week won't be going back to my home town Ipoh ...
but end up also going back...
bzs of some issue...
its like why everything also just come together at the same time ne?
assignments...
homeworks...
tutorial questions....
family ....

aiks.. y all these doesn't come when i was free ?!?!
well.. but what to do now ?
face it lor..

i left My Place and walk to the carefour KTM to go my sis there ..
erm its cost me around 30 minutes to get to my sis there...
after get to my sis there. sit for awaile and waited till 7:40p.m then go to the KTM to go Central .
aiks...
when reach central.. we like got 1 hour + more before going into the platform ...
then for me i actually not yet have my dinner...
so i go to eat at KFC..and it cost me for RM 10 for my dinner.. sob...
but when me and my sis was waiting to get in to the platform . i only remember that simon also going back today ne..
and i was like think will we be going back by the same train...
then i smsed him...
wow...
guess what..
we are on the same train.. lolz
then inside the train .. we like chat for 3 hours ..lolz?
from central to Ipoh ..lolz..chat none stop....
bzs a lot to catch up ...><
and we reach Ipoh by 12:40 in the morning .. lolz...

erm for today ...
in the afternoon i thought of doing the moral assignments...
but
WTF !
guess what happen ?
the format of the file is microsoft word version 2007 ..
and
for mine
is
microsoft word version 2003 ...
and end up cant open the file..
FUCK lor !!!!!!
but lucky that our group is not going to present on the next week...

but its like if i don't start to finish this assignments .. it will end up more assignments coming to me...

later going to do my tutorial question le...
aiks..Ipoh d weather more bad than at KL .. wish that tonight will rain ne..

Back to KL ~

aiks..back Ipoh for only 1 day 2 night only.. @.@
today noon start journey to KL ...
at the highway was damn funny...
y all those ppl that drive with 120~130 km/h very fast le? ?!?! drive at the fast lane..
zzz
its like OMG ! go in to the second lane la pls.. aiyo ..make the fast lane jam ~~~
sux ! when pass by the car .. we was so curious to c is who driving ~~~
well , its malay girl ... aiyo..
pls la.. drive at the second lane when u saw behind got car faster than u ..
many things just happen on this 1 hour 30 min de journey ..
aiks.. tml need to go study again..
and tml is tutorial de..
so miss my free life at Ipoh...
well had my dinner with my parents and sis at a restaurant near Klang ...
the food is quite nice ...

correction to the previous post .
regarding about the photo .
the short brand is Esprit not Esprite .
accidental added a 'e' to it...

aiks.. what a rush..><
actually not rush also la..its cost a bit more time only..
after finish the moral lecture .. i should be in the crime or watever de talk..
but i skipped it bzs i need to get back to pack and bath ...
then get ready to walk my way to the ktm behind the carefour.
aiks..what a hot day to walk on..
but when walking i didn't sweat a lot ..
but after i bought the ktm ticket to the Setia Jaya where my sis is at...
i saw the train is coming on my opposite lane. !! and that the train i need to go on..
WTF ! run for ur life.. ! run till almost death.. T.T
but this is the place where i sweat till the front and back part of me get wet...
but lucky to get on train also ..bzs if i miss this train i need to wait for the next train for about 20 min + .. O_O
when reach to Setia Jaya , need to walk again..omg !
but at last also reach le my sis there ..
well from 4 smtg waited till 6 then go eat dinner..
ate till around 6:30 +/- and go back my sis apartment to take all those stuff ...
walked to the KTM again !
to buy the ticket to Sentral
aiks..same things happen.. but this time more sux..
me and my sis walking up the stair to the counter ... the train is leaving le =="
then we was like..WTF ! need to wait another 20 minute ..
from Setia Jaya to Sentral .. cost around 40 minutes .. ?!?! fast or slow.. watever la.
we get on to our KTM back Ipoh de by 7:40 ... KTM starts at 8:10 (suppose to start by 8 de)
but nvm ma.. Malaysia ma~~~
erm the train was .. erm... damn shit "fast"
cost nearly 4 hours to get back Ipoh.
erm bzs this KTM is d normal d... so it keep stop at every .. i mean every station.. O_O
bzs the KL - Ipoh express d ticket sold out le.. no choice...
erm the place where we sat is the back of the coach ..and the photo of the normal KTM is as below ...

erm this was taken when we sat 1st at the KTM...actually its very smelly.

erm its not very comfortable to sat with .. @.@ as the KTM is very shaky !! and keep stop ...

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erm for today
after eat breakfast with my parents..yeah ate with parents !!
then go to Jj le... need to buy things..
well for me, i need to buy some cloth and also stationery's
erm bought this 2 cloth by Padini . erm cost around RM190.40 . hehe .. how was it ??
erm this shorts cost around Rm 135 , bought it at Esprite . well how was it?? i mean da shorts not that price.erm these are the stationery's i bought. dictionary , some pens , A4 papers files...

aiks..today i like spend Rm 400 +/- at all these things... @.@ gosh ~
aiks..actually also not yet buy all the stuff i needed yet..
i still need hanger , coffee , a sweater ...hmm and what more ne..

btw yesterday was the state band competition ..
i heard he news of who had won..
well.. OMG for me when i 1st heard it..
Sam Tet won ...
well congratz to them
second place is SMI ..
but for SMI dont give up ! i am sure that u will get to the 1st place.
i heard that yesterday u all perform very well also...
btw , hwaiting for every school band ^^
but i wish that yesterday i get to watch it myself..
anyway later will check it on Youtube ..^^