summarized of my 2010 life

For this year 2010,

every things goes normally,

beginning of 2010, moved to new house which is so comfortable and warm for a living.

i must thanks my dad and mom on how they plan & decide for this house,

and not least is that i love the texture and the wall of the house, which the idea came from my dad and it came up to be so nicely done! sadly that i had not went back to my home-town for weeks or months?? and had not taken clear picture of it to share it.

By June,

i had a shift from my hostel to rent a unit at Casa Tiara,

it was quite rush to do the decision and from what i see now is that i'm not very cool with this owner, due to several issue that i do not wish to state at here.

but overall that this unit is quite comfortable to live in though the sad part is that there is no nice view from my unit which is facing other block of building!

Finish my business foundation course by early July,

quite disappointed to look back as in how i did badly for all those exam's

that i did not even put effort in it, while i know i can do better than that.

But it's already a past.

Had another long rest for 3 months after foundation end before my degree starts.

in between those unmentioned months, i had not done anything special or cool other than doing a part time job during the 3 month.

Miss .3 friends, though most of them went to different courses.

meanwhile, before i end my foundation final exam.

i bought myself a high premium Nike sneakers. ♥ it

October, the month of roller coaster ride for me,

as i will be starting my degree.

i would like to gratefully thanks my dad to give me a chance to continue my studies.

Before joining the UWE - Accounting and Finance course,

had my very first personal laptop, Compaq Presario CQ42.

one thing that i not very happy with this laptop is that speaker volume is so soft.

back to what happens on my Year 1, term 1

I skipped all the orientation program at first week except lecture.

got to know which group i joined by end of 1st week,

which i find it quite interesting, i'm in tutorial group 3 again. =D

around 9(include me) out of 31 people is from foundation. no idea that it is a good thing or bad thing.

there were less or no interaction between us from the start,

but after 2 months time??? only after such a long time, we only started to make noises...

around this month, December.

manage to bought myself some stuffs, 1st is a skinny fit jeans from UniQlo,

second, a sling bag of JanSport.

and the lovely DSLR. heart it.

bought it at 24th December.

erm, about the photo on 60D, it's actually taken by reflection of mirror...

so i think it explains on why every thing is at the other way round....

i had not fully used it or know every single function,

might use it more when i back to my house after my Jan assessment.

Well, as for me

took this in the morning, i know i look like a noob.

*update

just remember about this,

the best water bill i never received before for staying at a apartment,

the water bill for this month is RM2334.72 =X impressive right??

more than 2 weeks time, no answer from the management office. =/

hope things settle nicely...

lastly, wish you all Happy New Year

and enjoy the count down party by tonight.

Nike Nike !! but the one with the orange Nike Swoosh is in a a bad condition... =(

still not able to hold it steady, handshake causes the blur... =/

ps: picture of of focus and blur.

习惯了一个人

但还是不习惯寂寞

喜欢一个人生活

但不喜欢寂寞

Felt so bad,

but not able to wake up from it,

the laziness habit from long ago,

had eaten up every single soul,

i wanted to do well in my studies,

study hard,

not to let myself down and also my parents,

someone... someone... just pull me out of the laziness,

motivate me to study,

not because to score well,

but to gain knowledge...

5 more days,

2010 will be history,

2011 will be the the new issue,

around 7 days,

my mid assessment start,

but me

had not done anything,

assignments

had not done anything,

the stress and pressure is there,

but it's not motivating me to do...

it's so true that,

money can buy clock,

but not time...

time fade away,

each and every second...

life duration shorten by every second...

Keke the new baby for me.

read some of the manual about how to function it.

somehow i still don't get the mode of "C" stands for... any1 had any idea on that??

other than that, still trying to use manual to capture,

but end up almost all is junk ? haiz...

got to learn from someone...

one of the photo that i tried to took,

i think it's still out of focus... =/

anyway,

Merry Christmas to everyone,

though no one is reading my post... =X

Finally!

got my first DSLR, Canon 60D.

a great thx to Xiang, who told me many things and also take me to the place to buy it. =)

Photo credit to Xiang.

Last time, the highest price of goods i buy with my own money is the Nike High Dunk which cost Rm350+/-

Now, its like ten times larger, which is RM3500+/-

feel quite tensed and pressure to spend a big amount of money on it because it's the first time.

now i got what i wanted since last time,

i got to focus into my studies and score well for my mid term!!

fighting !!!

anyway, Merry Christmas eve !

Recently,

this song stuck into my mind...

it's just so hard to describe...

just listen by urself and you shall know.

Beast's Doojoon & Dongwoon - When the Door Closes

This month, i got shock by receiving the most impressive bill ever.

it doesn't matter about where i stay or which area.

is that there is no way a water bill will exceed this amount.

in the bill statement, it stated that i had used 1024 unit of water.

which it will be 1024(unit) x 2.28(Unit Price)

where the total is RM2,334.72

this is impossible to happen to a apartment unit, isn't it ?

Now still waiting for the adjustment,

hope things sort out nicely...

From the trailer, it do attracted me to watch it...

But some how this movie is totally not worth to be watched...

the story line was crap... only some cool technologies can be seen... cool on how those vehicle form...

personal rating for this movie would be 6/10

But i do got the message in the movie, parents will always put us in the first priority.

Other than that, got myself a sling bag.

first there were 2 choice between Everlast & JanSport.

Everlast cost around rm8x+ while JanSport cost around rm16x+

but JanSport got 30% discount on it, after the discount was around rm11x+

both are cool to me...

but at last also bought the JanSport.

a photo of it.

how was it?? worth?

haiz...

i should start planting trees that will grow money out of it... since been using a lot money recently...

Finally that i watched this movie,

feel kinda regret that did not watch it at cinema last time.

overall rating 9/10

Sometimes, we got to be our self rather than pretend to be someone else.

Telling the truth earlier can cause less pain rather to let the lies spilled out and hurt each other.

Music that produce by instrument is indescribable !

Before watching this movie, this songs is already filled with meanings.

but after knowing the story line, the feeling is so differ... it's like the song is enriched

conclusion is great songs has no boundaries, cure one's sadness & expressing out the feelings that can't be describe by words.

Knew this movie by the trailers in the cinema few months ago

and got attracted to the awesome graphics.

Just manage to watched it via PPS

about the ratings that i'm giving for this movie are

Story line : 6/10

Moral value : 7/10

graphics : 9/10

Had a great dinner tonight with my family

at Eest Restaurant @ Westin Hotel, KL.

great layout of seats and design.

Service : 8/10

cleanliness : 9/10

Food : 8.5/10

Price : reasonable

Didn't manage to capture the food that we order,

due to no camera at 1st place & my phone camera malfunctioned.

but still manage to caught 1 of the food with my sis phone camera.

Steamed Ching Yuen Chicken

(not confirmed name due to not knowing the exact name & can't find the food name at the online menu)

the dinner was absolutely nice and satisfying

with 4 dishes which 4 of the dishes name technically are not listed in the menu as it's specially introduced & cook by the main chef.

& 1 braised soup for each, 3 dim sum.

i think that's all ...

= )

GD + TOP

High High album.

feel like Pre-ordering this album from YesAsia...

here's the song 'High High'

i saw SeungRi and TaeYang,

but where is DaeSung ??

Recently been searching for oldies to hear...

the facts of oldies is that there are really that good to hear no matter how many times and anytime...

oldies song has meaningful content in it... which i hardly found in the new generation of chinese songs...

one great and meaningful song

by Beyond - 海阔天空

and another song that sang by around 60 people, a song which is about 25 years back.

'Tomorrow will be better"

Saw the name of 'Step Up 3' on PPS by yesterday night

so decided to watch it this morning...

but as you should know that PPS, a P2P program had been blocked by our government.

For last time, i need not need to worry about the streaming time for movie's as it's stream smoothly.

But now, it take ages to stream it as if back to those stones ages where stuff download in a very slow speed.

The length of this movie is only 1 hour 45 minutes +

but it took me more than 3 hours to actually watch finish it.

Such a great thing to do, way to go country.... =)

About this movie, my personal rating would be 9/10

seriously it's awesome on how they dance and not less on the guy that does the robotic moves or some how what name... sry for my noobness as i doesn't had any knowledge on dance..

Which i meant :

Other than that, what amaze me is all those sneakers in it... drollz ~

all those lovely high dunk sneakers... wish to own them but too bad...

I think when i got my extra savings, going to get a DVD or a blueray copy of this awesome 1 to be a collection, but if can, i think i will also go for Step Up, Step Up 2 and this... if money does allow me to do so... = )

After a long wait of few days

to download this movie, where friend recommended to watch it

when we are actually eating at Bubba Gump last week.

Forrest Gump

a movie that tells about his story.

when i watched this movie, it's gives a strong inspiration of never give up and also 'Life is like a box of chocolate. You never know what you're going to get.' where things comes and goes so sudden where some times it don't give us time to stop and think about it.

i personally thinks that this is a great movie though it's such an old movie back in 1994,

which actually by that year i'm only 3 years old...

other than that, at one of the last part of the movie, where Forrest kept running non stop...

this song came to my mind...

Goodbye Pendrive

Such a bad day after the break and 1st day for 1st class...

this is what happen,

went to lab at C block 8th floor @ 7:25

print out my stuff by using the pc there and also files inside my pendrive,

but after printed all the stuff,

i forgotten to take my pendrive before leaving the lab.

totally so uncool that i didn't even remember about it,

till i reach class and Sam gave me his pendrive for the slides which reminds me about my pendrive.

ran all the way to the lab but ended up sawing nothing... =(

4gb kingston pendrive with all my assignments and document in it..and now it's gone...

so great !

too great to be true !

maybe my pen drive wanted to change a new owner? =(

3rd Dec 2010

3rd of Dec 2010, Friday

morning till evening is like normal

lecture starts at 10 end at 12, tutorial starts at 2 to 4

but by 3pm, Kwok Chun On came to our campus Wong Kok.

too bad that i'm at class which means i can't be there.

lucky for Stella & Yuki to get the limited edition member card for Wong Kok with Kwok Chun On signature on it... huhu jealous ~ X)

but no big deal, as i'm not a big fan of him. =) peace ~

Around 4:15pm+

meet up with the others,

Kok Hui, Jack, WeiJack, June

to head to The Curve for dinner.

as for them, Kok Hui ended his UniSa finals earlier while Jack, WeiJack & June just end their finals on the day.

wish them to get flying colors for their result.

reached The Curve quite early,

so we had some walk at there and chit chat and also some photograph.

photographer of the day is WeiJack with his Canon 500D =)

As for the dinner,

we went to Bubba Gump.

started to sit in there from 6:15pm,

but order at 6:45pm,

which take us 30 minutes to decide what to order...

some how i feel a bit awkward,

bzs i didn't have those photo's of the food we had order to display here.

might as well need to wait till

the photographer uploaded them 1st

then only i update on this post? =)

but we total order 4 types of food.

technically,

the food in there

not so special as expected.

just normal shrimp.

but i'll give a personal rating for the food and service there

7.5/10

=)

ended our dinner & chit chat & photo taking

by around 8:30pm.

surely enjoyed the 2 hour+

with all of them =)

by then, Kok Hui, Jack and WeiJack got to head back earlier to sleep

as they are going for mountain climbing by the next morning 0300

but as for me, June & Stella crave? or should just say wanted to watch movies

head to Cathay Cineplex at E @ Curve

wanted to watch Rapunzel at the start, but seats left is the 1st row... =(

second, Narnia, same case.. which only left front row... =[

third choice, The Social Network, not so full and still got nice? place...

so bought The Social Network, from start never expect how good will the movie will be.

Starts @ 9:30pm

hmm, interesting start where need to pay attention on what they say

as they really speak very fast & also with ascent

or maybe should say that my english not so good, so got to pay attention on that.

after watching this movie, i do envy on

Mark Zuckerberg

not because he is freaking rich now

but is the knowledge and his capability to cause something to happen.

other than that,

from Eduardo Saverin.

should or it's a must to read all the black and white of papers before signing on them,

which actually Eduardo Saverin didn't did before signing the paper.

but from Eduardo, i learnt that though that even you are the only ONLY friend

the full trust in between should also had a firewall.

few more interesting sentence from the dialog,

but i not able to recall back the full sentence.

so i think you guys go watch it and you'll know about it.

my personal rating for this movie will be slightly

8/10

the movie ended around 11:45pm,

exited The Curve by 12pm. =)

but went to the wrong way at the start ==||

but manage to get back on the right track to head back.

Thx June for the ride from campus to The Curve then back to ss15.

reach my house safely by 12:30am, i think...

typing this at Ipoh,

my home sweet home and also my room...

Winning list for MAMA 2010

MAMA's 2010

Female Rookie Award - miss A
Best Dance Performance (Male Group) - 2PM (I'll Be Back)
Best Asia New Artist: iMe
Best Digital Single: Park Bom's "You and I"
Best Asian Pop Artist: Perfume
Best Female Group: 2NE1
Best Male Solo Singer: Taeyang
Best Rap Performance: DJ Doc - "I'm This Kind of Person"
Best Solo Vocal Performance: Gummy's "Because You're A Man"
Best Asia Artist: Zhang Jie
Best Male Group: 2PM
Best Solo Dance Performance: Rain
Best Band Performance: Hot Potato's "Confession"
Best Female Dance Performance: miss A's "Bad Girl Good Girl"
Best International Artist: Far East Movement
SHILLA ASIAN WAVE AWARD - 2PM
BEST MUSIC VIDEO - 2NE1 'Can't Nobody'

*Major Awards*
ARTIST OF THE YEAR - 2NE1
ALBUM OF THE YEAR AWARD - 2NE1 'To Anyone'
**
SONG OF THE YEAR AWARD - MISS A 'Bad Girl Good Girl'

Sorry 1st as to watch an out dated movie,

Wall Street II

personally, i'm rating this movie for 9.8/10

as the matter of facts,

i do love money

opps, not money... but it's the monetary

after watching this movie,

i kinda got this thing in my mind,

We, human do sleep, but money never sleeps;

It's not about the money but it's the game around us;

It's the time we are talking about, not about the money;

Money can earn money, time will never earn time;

Definition of insane: When one starts doing the same one task repeatedly but expecting for a different outcome;

when money never sleeps, it do apply to time, where time will never sleep and next is that when money and time never sleep, we'll also never stop doing the insanity in our daily, as in gambling our life on the 'game' which the end result is not about affecting one individual but is the whole.

ps: if don't understand, just forget about what i said, i know it's a rubbish sentence.

It's not about public booming the market when borrowing money from the bank,

while it's that the public it's booming the earnings of the bank it'self.

What a trill for today activities...

first of all wanted to wish

Adrian Chua, a happy birthday

though it's pass 12 midnight...

may all your dream come true and also all the best in life.

celebrate his birthday normally, as in not very grand...

just celebrate at Wong Kok which is at our campus.

while as for the after class end session,

planned to go watch movie at Sunway Pyramid,

there were 10 of us

which consist of me, Xiang, Li Hui, Jinpo, Wilia, Eric, Ah Yao, Da Lao, Sam & Eu Zan

got decide what to watch when queuing... x)

watched 6:30pm Bruce lee, My Brother.

for me, my personal rating for this movie is around 8/10

this movie was about the untold story of Bruce Lee

by his family.

So, if you are expecting fighting screens... i prefer i better not watch it.

few part do really reflect on our daily's

one was about choosing Family, buddy, Girls.

most of the time we will find that we are standing on a edge to choose between them,

though each and every person do have their own perspective.

but for me,

i think the hardest is to choose between

Buddy and Girls.

wonder why? try ask your self by putting yourself into the shoes of this situation.

next is that the punishment from our parents

where we usually treat it as a nagging,

but from this movie,

what i got is that,

the punishment is not meant to be making you deny on your wrong,

BUT

is to make you reflect on why you are wrong.

third,

one of the hardest thing to accept in our life,

to see best friends or buddy to die in front of us.

forth,

sometimes when you over care the relationship between the friendship,

sometimes it actually hurt each other when it come to a decision.

meanwhile, this movie is around 2 hours and few minutes.

as for our dinner,

went to SS15 to had our so call dinner, or should be called as supper by 9:15pm.

ate at a Jap restaurant which located 2 shops beside starbucks.

After the late dinner,

change place and head to Little Bally,

at first i never thought of drink any,

but...aiks...

i think i drank around only 4 cups?? more of less like that...

played games and also chit chat a bit here and there...

and time flies...

i went back early, as other still cont on the drinking.

Thx Xiang for the ride from campus to Sunway Pyramid and then to SS15,

while also thx to Sam to drop me by to my living place...

ahhh ...it's 1 am now..and i am still awake,

but heading to bed after finish writing about this.

and it's almost done.

and its done...

X)

haha, nite peps... ~

Know about Big Bang - Tell Me Goodbye?

if not,

check the clip bellow.

and

recently,

a Ukraine pop group

made a Ukraine version of Tell Me Goodbye,

as they had the permission to do so,

check this clip,

Cool right??? X)

For all of the sudden,

or could say as lush

went to Sunway Pyramid in the evening

as to try our luck in getting the 5:45pm ticket

manage to buy our ticket by 5:40pm ?!

i think it's consider to be lucky able to get the ticket and not seats that is very near to the screen

overall of this part 1,

totally wicked.

i think it's more better than the previous episode

got shock,

i mean real SHOCK ~

when the snake actually sudden

RAWR !!!!

X_X

kinda looking forward for

next year for part 2,

the ending part for part1 was like...

gosh, he got the wand !!!

anyway, u can just skip all those crap talks of mine.

to warp up, HP7 part 1 is awesome to be watched.

Know about this song?

PSY - Right Now

if it's a no.

play the clip below & listen

after watching this MV for few times,

i was wondering

that should i or people do this flash mob

in a large group?

&

in Uni's or shopping mall's?

to actually release stress??

keke

After the long wait,

finally manage to

get the international version.

I think that

i won't regret spending my savings on both of them,

as the deluxe version is way too awesome to be owned,

but the bad part is that there isn't MV's included in it.

While the international version had

MV's and also the making film included in it.

So, i think is worth to get both of them.

but there is a cons on the international version,

as the making film doesn't had subtitles in it,

kinda disappointed with it

as it's a international version, so that they should had include subtitles into it.

ps: watching those MV's in HD

really rock !

i mean with a HD projector

than watching it in laptop screen size...

keke ~

13th Nov saturday

Went to Time Square & Fahrenheit 88

with my sis

as i planned to get myself few things such as:

Skinny jeans

Belt

Sling Bag

DVD's/collection

but what i manage to get for myself

on that day is only

Skinny jean

&

a CD+DVD only

photo will do the job =)

1st place is to go Fahrenheit 88

UNIQLO ~

manage to spot this Skinny Fit Jeans

and bought it.

the people in UNIQLO is O.M.G ? when walking into Fahrenheit 88, it was like very less people.

but when enter UNIQLO, its totally opposite, where me and my sis saw people all over searching for clothing/accessories/stuffs and also queuing up to fitting rooms.

clothing there were nice, as for the quality, no comment 1st. but what i think that its quite good and price reasonable.

Next spot after UNIQLO,

back to Time Square.

1st place : My Star Collection.

got what i wanted for MONTHS !

but finally got my copy of

TaeYang - Solar International Ver Album

it's so cool that hardly explain... x)

front cover

Yg Card with TaeYang... x))

content

the lyric booklet

the POSTER !!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

i think thats all for this post... x)

ps: sorry for the bad/poor quality of photo, as its taken with only hand phone.

"Run ?????? Run" ???

You guys know about

SNSD - Run Devil Run

right??

But guess what my sis found~

in the picture,

the title for the shop name is "Run Chicken Run"

What happen to the devil ??

careful guys,

there will be CHICKEN running all over Taylor's University Lakeside Campus.

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By:

www.bfunkyjack.blogspot.com

reconsideration

regarding the previous post, about getting a dslr 1st and next is the bb.

but i think after getting more info on the dslr, and i was not recommend on buying the D5000.

while should get a D90, after the thought and info given, and going for comparison & think about it.

i think i am going to get D90 rather than D5000 now, but now is that i need to wait till i got my loan only i can get it.

so now, i am planning to get the bb 1st...

but got to discuss with my dad again about that...

huhu... money sure is the devil, everything need money...

what if i am really a rich kid and never think of the money problem...how good

but too bad that i am not... im a normal person and a average family... =) but i do satisfy on it...

been a while since i wrote...

a week ago today, i was sick... but some how now still got the after effect...

after this week, there will be a 1 week term break for my course.

where i will head back to Ipoh again... x) huhu ~

can't wait till this week end...

this saturday gona head down to time square and sungei wang,

to buy things that i wanted for some times, that is to hunt a skinny jeans, sling bag, a belt and also TaeYang solar album international version... huhu... hope around 300 can get all these...cross finger... =X

while i got this dilemma to choose which to buy 1st in between Blackberry bold 9700 and DSLR D5000 till now... =/

but kinda sort things out... after talking to my dad...

going for dslr 1st, then only for the phone...

but my dad urge me to get iphone instead of blackberry...

hmm... but maybe i will stick to the plan to get a bb soon... =)

waiting money =X aiks...

plan the whole path though not yet got the money... x)

still hope things goes well...

i set boundaries in most of the people around me,

for strangers, i only talk unless u talk to me or ask me question.

hi - bye friend, nothing much but smile? wave?

friends, i never share details with u all... the topic and content that i choose to talk is depends on which type of person you are...

buddies, i share most of my story with, but still i never shared lock memories and secret with...

family, i never talk about my story with my family...

the point i saying this is because, the trust between me and people around me.

the trust, that this trust word never appear in my mind dictionary.

once it's hurt, the trust is destroy... that is so hard to build back.

i set boundaries not meant to hurt people, but if i do... i'm so sorry about it.

i think only my buddies and family do know 1 thing that i mostly hate the most,

is that people never stop disturbing people in wrong time, keep repeating what the content of conversation.

2NE1 - It Hurts

seriously,

this song is too sad to be heard,

nice 1 2NE1 !!

wan to be more emo,

then keep listening to it. x)

last day of october

To wrap up everything for this month,

i think that this month is full of ups and downs in overall.

things that happen in this month,

got my self a new laptop Compaq Presario CQ42, to replace the previous 1 that got nasty... =/

enroll myself into Taylor's UWE - Accounting and Finance, overall what i see is that the total of girls > boys... but strangely that my group/class that actually has the most boys and less girls...whereas other group/class are like even or girls>boys ?

adapting to the new group, though got quite few that i had already know from foundation.

other than that, i'm stressed out for no specific reason or unidentified reasons.

in this first year which consist of Term 1 + Term 2 and 6 subjects, which is Intro to finance accounting, intro to management accounting, business statistic & decision making, business information system management, economics for business & accounting, and management & organization behavior.

puff ~ feel like gona stressed out in this 1st year and half dead by sec year and died by third year, and when into the world = become undead.

got a bit not happy with my land lord, which typically she has this 大小姐脾气

and she keeps on sms to me on every month end to remind or should say rush me to bank in the rental, but the point is the rental will be banked in on every last day of the month.. ok ?? why the XXXX that she need to keep on disturbing me... gosh ! almost every month end mood got messed up by her...

got my self applied for PTPTN loan, now need to get a whole sack of document that need to be sign and prepared. so that can hand in by the time when the officer go to the campus.. ?! cross hand, hope every things go smoothly~

messed up my system, which now i can't actually differentiate wants and need.

but for my aim, i'm sure that i going to go for DSLR for the 1st and next is to get myself a blackberry

=)

last but not least, yesterday went to Sunway Giza Tao for dinner as to celebrate Ching Huei birthday. the not good part is that i got over hungry which cause me had not very good appetite to consume tons of food, which actually make that day sad for me. but still i'm still happy to get into the chit chats when eating and all the celebration...

and also wish her all the best for taking SPM in november...

less than 2 hours, got to welcome november and put the month of october into the back of my memories where all secrets and the detailed stuff be buried into the locked memories.

hope that november will be a fresh month and a waits challenges a head.

About my Uni

Do you guys know that smoking in some area are prohibited such as:

(under the Control of Tobacco Product Regulations, 2004, Clause 11 : No person shall smoke in any area in an educational institution or a higher educational institution. Any person who contravenes sub regulation (1) commits an offence and shall on conviction be liable to a fine not exceeding ten thousand ringgit or toimprisonment for a term not exceeding two years).

[this was extracted from Taylor's portal]

regarding about this,

first, if the commercial block/area is also in the University campus. I think that they should also imply that the area is also prohibited to smoke. But sadly that's not the case, where students are actually allow to smoke at that area. Which i do found it quite strange.

second, though Taylor's are smart that they install CCTV at all the corridor or walk way so that it will be under surveillance. Somehow, students are much more smarter as all the stairs, emergency stairs and toilet aren't under the surveillance. So they manage to smoke at those area which Taylor's can't actually controlled.

p/s: I had no intension to inflame smokers/student's/public on this matter.

SNSD - Hoot

basic english sub by Soshified

x)

as if i am smiling towards you

because you can't see i'm crying

as tears aren't rolling down

as tears dried up

as there isn't watery eyes are shown;

as there is a mask to cover up the sad face with a smiling mask

you would never know that i am sad beneath the mask

as there is even a crack in the heart

but you can't see it because the heart is inside me

as you are not able to see through and never notice about it.

don't think that you knew me well,

as i myself never knew myself

because of all those layer of mask that are worn one above another

till i can't trace back the one, the original me long time ago.

just checked my gmail,

and found out that my application is approved but still need to prepare

a lump sum of document to hand in to the officer.

i feel kinda stun and confused now.

30k for 3 years course (6 semester) each semester 4.5k

but i need to return all the money in a length of 15 years.

its kinda long...

but what stuns me the most is that it's like everything

came into me in the same time frame...

make me feel tension...

i start to feel such a way even doing such a small thing for adults i will also feel so stressed out.

what i scare is that i didn't handle all these things with care.

which i scare that will do stupid mistake... =(

i felt a bit useless even doing such little task such as preparing the ptptn loan document and my studies only... while in future how the hell am i gona handle the work loads ??!!

been listening to music with head set to actually release myself

but i think things cant work out quite well....

as most of the song is sad songs causing me to be more 'emo'

feel like shouting at something till i blank out my mind and clear up what i should do...

2AM

You Wouldn't Answer My Call

totally start to fall for this song...

x)

a word to describe it

IMBA !!!

Am i actually so hard to approach?

hard to communicate?

I actually feels that

i am invisible among peoples

where no one actually notice me,

not to even say saw me.

I'm just like a invisible man.

미안 해요

Should i be

just seat there

and

not to care about anything

not to do anything

not to talk to anyone

not to answer anything

not to bother about any things

people talk in such a way that

actually will hurt people

but seems to take it as a joke.

if i promise to

keep as secret

means its secret

lock down till bottom of my mind.

trust me

or not to trust me

beyond you.

reflection on my secondary school,

SMJK Sam Tet @ Ipoh.

been studying at this school of mine for 5 years from form 1 till form 5

where i graduate on the year 2008. now it's 2010.

it's been 2 years.

when i think back about my secondary school life,

it was so fresh that i still remember how i pass every day on my schooling days,

meet up with friends and buddies which is different class.

from the 5 years in the school, what i think the most happening period is the time on 2008,

which is the year when i am studying form 5.

first of all from me, is that me and my friends are going to sit for the SPM

and decide where to study in future.

other than that not to miss out what our principle did to upgrade our school.

to think back that i 'm not enough mature on how things goes in the real world but now i think i do need to say how grateful is our principle in doing so much things in a short period of 1 YEAR !

few things such as, being the first secondary school that start using card system to take attendance in peninsular Malaysia? how cool, when think back... =)

second is that installing air-conditioner to our hall, which had no air-conditioner last time.

third is to had a major project on expanding the library and teachers office.

forth, by making our 2 basketball court to be covered =)

from second to forth listed, all the money came from students, students parent, public and private sector. but also no from GOVERNMENT ! how sad to actually reminds me back how sux the government is.

fifth, is to got sponsor from MCA and also some sponsor from others to build a bridge for us to walk across to the other side of it as the road is so freaking busy. about this i felt a shame of government that not doing such a tiny thing ?? to actually ensure the student safety...? but we all do know the reasons on why they didn't. curious?

i think thats all i can think and can write about in here.

while i got to rush for my stuff to do for my classes.

ps: i had no intention of flaming government or any sector, if u are not happy with it u can not to read about this blog tq.

reasons on

Typically there is few reason that i think why i'm still single,

first reason is that i'm not as handsome as most of those people out there... =X

second is that i'm not good in talking or flirting...

third, not as smart of most of them.... 0,..,0

forth, not as wealthy as others...

fifth, i don't talk with unknown people???

sixth, due to the background of my family or how i was thought??

seventh, doesn't have the confidence in own self to speak out.

eight, due to my stingy personality? =7

ninth, because i'm a nerd... ? O_O

tenth, is it because i'm hard to approach ?!?!

hmm, basically that what i thought for my self...

or most probably there is more reasons behind... =[

What a interesting and tired day in Uni,

though class started by 10am, but it ended at 6pm.

=3

what is interesting about today was

economics tutorial, that just conducted 1st time after 3 weeks... O___O

the very last group that is catching up from behind, =(

but got to meet up this cool tutor

though 1st impression on him was a like not very well, as in meet him the 1st time by a mistake that he got into the wrong class that is into my class while not his tutorial,

while now, judging from what i heard him said and his experience,

i think i will be enjoying the tutorial for econs for this whole term 1 and term 2,

one thing that isn't cool about him is that, he kept on repeating same thing as to give strong perspective on the basic of econs and also key words to be used in writing essay or answer out.

second was about got to register a 'wong kok' member card that last for 5 years for FOC... x) kinda cool for this....i know, most probably most of u guys got it, but i just got it..so i consider it as cool for me.. =)

another thing was about a tall girl, that is a korean girl,

her height was like almost the height of mine...

too bad that i don't know who she...

meanwhile, today i only notice the 3 Nike shoes that i own had the same swoosh pattern as in the swoosh goes all the way till the back of the shoes and connected... x)

if ur not sure about what i said, most probably going to upload a photo of it if i got the time and also a camera, that sadly is that i don't own a camera... =((

wooosh ~

lousy blog i had

as in

it seems like i am

writing a

dairy here...