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won't be updating till things are settle

strange~

its been strange lately as i have been using this mini laptop for about 3 weeks + nearly 1 month. this mini laptop only allow me to MS, surf website, listen song and watch anime.
but no DOTA...
here is the strange part, where i can alive without dota for more than 3 weeks...
the life without dota isn't that bad for me also...
only that i am able to past time more fast while playing dota, meanwhile the same time i can forget about all those unhappy or stress i get...
but now without playing dota, my time past slowly, that it actually made me think of a lot of things that happened lately...
studies? friends? family? financial?
the demand of things from myself is starting to overlapping till i can't manage to surplus it...
and in this condition, that make me very sad by having nothing for what i wanted...
it's so hard to bear the temptation...

yesterday, the 1st time where i actually feel the stress and pressure on handing in 3 assignments in the same time, where it consist of 1 journal and 2 video presentation.
its been a very busy week, but now its all over till only one more oral group presentation had not done only.
as for my mid term exam for this sem, seems to be more worst than the previous sem.
while this thought came to me, that will my English fail??
is it possible? but i will make it impossible...
as i actually never feel so bad for my english paper so far...
i never done crap result for my english till i now start to enter college...
or is it the standard of the primary and secondary english from government syllabus was that SHIT ?!
but its better for me to be more focus in my grammar and language in my essay now or its really doom for me.
for BCP, i never thought of having so much careless mistake...that shouldn't be happening, but its to blame myself on over confident in this subject ending up no double checking...but it won't be happening in my final...i swear to myself.
as for my malaysia studies, i never hope to get high grade or what, as its only a lan subject. but i also can't fail it.

other than those stuff, yesterday evening there is a new house mate ?!?
but i think he would not be going to stay here...
as his parents are not very pleased to the surrounding...
while also all those rubbish or junks or goods that are left behind by the previous previous house mate that had left long time ago.
while the people in charge of the hostel residence people came and blame us for all those stuff??? wtf??
should u blame urself 1st?
when the previous house mate left u who should be coming by to check and clear them up...
but y u waited till got new student come only check??
cute man !!
last time i never thought of the service of Taylor's will be this bad
but now, it seems to be true to me, as their service is really so bad.
what they really care is that they are free and never really look into matters.
and sometimes utilities that are malfunctioning, we complained, but?
they never came to fix so or can say don't even care about it...
or in other words...are they so busy till forget about it ?
only focus on the new student that coming to rent the hostel ?

arghhh

i am more envy now...
Yoshi had the 2009 Big Bang Big Show Concert ne..
T.T i wish i could have it...