can't be sad or happy

well,today at the morning , planned to go for body check up with other 2 friends.
but..
end up..
the klinik de nurse say if wan go NS = no need check, dont want to go NS only go for the body check up.
WTF !
then we cont our next plan , to go Edu fair at the Syuen Hotel .
arive by 11:50 am.
the ppl there is like waiting for entering a VIP Pub/place.
so many ppl..
manage to ask Taylor about the subject i wanted to study.
well, change my mind to going for the course Accounting + Finance .
but i forget ask 1 thing, that is the degree 3 years is study aboard.??
if yes .. cham..$$$$
well at the Edu fair, meet alot of ppl .
Yan Yee, Cat , Shui Tong(ex same place promoter) , xing xing(classmate) , wing fei and quiet more.
left in a condition of blur case for me.
next place is go to 1 friends house , sry dont know wat her name..haha
then till 5 i reach home in a heavy rain condition.
start to check and repack my stuff for NS.
go for dinner.
cont to pack and think of wat thing i not yet pack or buy or watever.
then now write this last blog of this month , then need wait till 8th June only online back.
well photo of before and after will be post when i back form NS.

well,to all my friends and buddy.
to go for NS,all lets have fun.
to go for Study, take care ,keep in touch and happy always.
for still working,take care , keep in touch and earn more money =X

cya all after i back form NS.

aiyo..

well today have planning with friends to go out.
i start away from my house by 11:00 am .
1st place is to go and pick up some friends .
second,go to bank and get updates of my accont.happy for this as today i finally get my salary ,my salary for working 2 weeks time is only Rm 610+ . happy also sad,as i cant use those money..need to do saving then buy laptop or watever.
third,my mom drop us off by parkson.
then go cc with friends for few hours and had my lunch with chicky and his kai mui ,xiao xuan.
as other friends still cont to play.
well,the girl xiao xuan sure change alot to a more mature or more lady taste lor..watever..
by the time that we almost finish our lunch.
Carmenn or evelyn called chicky and ask wanted to go watch movie at perade anot.
>< aiks, feel abit bad that i also follow go..haha..
we watch "Dragon Ball Evolution" well,as some friends that had watch it also got told me that this movie kinda lame ..
but i feel like want to go and try and c how lame is it..
well ,my conclusion... so lame = =" fast foward and story line so fast..=.= and that goku..so..so...
and the master roshi ,wheres his turtle?his island also geng de..><
then after watching it , time is around 5:10 pm
then we all wanted to have or dinner at this time,so we all headed to the MP as every1 agrea .
well,as for the food at this MP,u want to know my comments?
go try urself and experience it..
after eating , head to chicky house as he drive us all.
after he get a bath, the next destination is Evelyn house.
as we wanted to go and play some round of mahjong to have fun.
well around 5 ~6 round i also got win 2 or 3 round..quiet ok lor..
then need to head back to home ,as 1 friend need to reach home by 10 pm .
for me i reach home by 10:20+/- lor..
quickly had a bath then eat smtg ,then now typing here..haha

for today,
i wanted to thank you to,
my mom and sis for helping me to pack my stuff for the NS while i am not at home.
Chicky that drive me out and home.
all friends,for having so much fun for today.

days till i go for NS (1 day)

time do flies...

well,after getting result and getting the bad news of my friend father.
at the next day(13/3) me and my friend had plan on going to lost world of tambun to get some sun burn ..=X haha joking..
go there of course is play water and have fun with friends.
but 1 thing is,we said to meet around 11 smtg, then.. 12 smtg...then at last is by 1 smtg..
and for me im still home waiting for my friend to pick me up to go there.
but i wont feel angry as i need to busy my friend to come pick me up.
1 thing is that i feel embarrassed bzs of being so..so ..i mean so late..
as for my style, i doesn't like to be late.
i like to be sharp in time or going earlier for the appointment or plan..
but i think some how no 1 knows that i like to be punctual ...
as time for me is very important .
but this is no offence to any1 of my friends or who ever.
back to having fun at the lost world of tambun..
well, actually ntg much to say about wat to have fun in there
as its very specific that in there is ntg fun to play but only play together with friends and have fun .
but not very about the floor in there as me and my friend also get our leg hurt there,but not very serious . only little scratch ..
me and my friend (boys) went back early as we have other plans, but sorry to them that we need to leave early and i know that they are not very happy about we left early..
we left around 5 smtg, and next is we head to Alan house as to pay his father last respect.
after that only we all head back to our own home.

as for today (14/3)
ntg much happen...
only a shocking letter came by this morning .
actually also ntg much to be shocked as i already know about my NS things, but today receive le the NS letter..
but when i open the letter ...
omg..i mean omg..
O_O||
so many form de..
aiyo..
next monday need to do all these things le..
go body check up,open the bank acc and make a new IC as my IC cip got some problem,that is cant be read.
but then another thing bang into my head.
that is making the choice of my road now of choosing form 6 or Collage/Universiti
i know that my result is not very good ,but i do hv confidence by going for form 6.
but my mom still doesn't allow me to.
the next choice is to go for taylor TBF then go for Aus.
about this second choice the cost is quiet high...
and this make me have a bit pressure ...
but if the form 6 road cant be taken, then i'll be going of the TBF road...

wat a terrifying 12/3/09

well, yesterday i went back to skull by about 10:45 am with 1 of my friend together , Alan.
well as we arrive to the skull, the atmosphere at outside wasn't that crowded .
but
when entering the hall,
all i can see is people.. haha.. i mean lot of lots of ex-students and parents.
but we wait at the hot atmosphere hall without any fan turn on yet.
we all start to talk about the things had happen by the last 4 months.
till 11:10 am our skull Mr. Hee goes up the stage and said that, i'am sorry about the releasing of the SPM result will be delayed , as the skull is still annalysing the result..
doh, we all like standing in a BBQ hall , all start to sweat bzs of the hot atmosphere .
till about 11:40 am something, some teacher starts to come in to the hall with the result SLIP
O_O||
and the most happy moment is that my class form teacher is the 1st class that sit down and start to give out the result..
T.T and that time when i notice , my class roll is line up with almost of the full class student .
but luckily im in the middle line..
i waited in scare and happy feeling,also can say confussed feeling.
till the time ,that my turn to take the result,my hand like shaking and feeling not wanting to face the truth of wat i get.
before i get the result slip , i can see the Sience stream student most of them are jumping and smiling with the result they get.
well at here, i feel happy for them also.
back to my result slip.
when i look into it..><|
my 1st subject was looking at my English (GCE-O) grade, well that was not so happy.. as at that garde i only get B3 while the MY standard i get A1 .
as look through all the other subject , overall i only get 3 A's and 1 A1 and 2 A2 .
well , i am not very satisfy with my result ,as i aimed to get about atleast of 5 A's and now i take less 2 A's .
but wat to do? is me who didn't work hard at my studies from form 1~ form 5 .
can't blame other , only can blame my own .
now ,i can't feel sad or even happy . bzs of my own attitude .
after getting result .
me and all my friend is planning to go out to go and drink tea and eat lunch together .
but
the worst thing and most terrifying news come in.
after getting the result and we all were standing outside the hall, and that time my friend,Alan get a phone call.
in the phone call he get a terrifying news that is his father had past away .
and when i know this news i like feel so sad to my friend , but i can't do anything .
i can see the emotion from my friend face, his smiling face is gone but wat left is a very sad and angry emotion.
i feel so sorry for him , that at the same day things just come in.
in the evening, i tried to call him and sms him.
but he didn't reply , and i was so worry about how is my friend doing now.
and in my heart i feel like crying also.
but this morning me and other friends will drop by to his house .
to my friend Alan , u must take care of urself and be more stronger .

the day...

aish , my heart and mind are getting confused .
so many thing to think of, worry of..
till now i still not yet get my salary , god.. i stopped work about more than a month le, but still i not yet get my salary . bzs of my bank acc is not single .
and i can't make new acc as the bank can't verify my IC . wtf la, malaysia made IC cip ??? quality bad till ntg to say ..
and tml getting result le, so worry about getting wat result . i scare that the result that i get will also scared me to death..
then after finish worrying about the result, i have to worry about the NS .
till now i not yet receive the letter so that i cant go for body check up.

other than that, y my mom always think that i only know think about games????? make me so lost confident. actually my mind always thinking of many things but only u can't look into my mind , so pls dont say that i dont think of my own future..

welcome back to Ipoh , to Girlee.. ^^

tonight i wonders whether i can sleep or not as the pressure is going more heavy on my mind.
but, to all my friends and ex form 5 students good luck and all the best for taking the SPM result by tml .

Thank You

on this day,monday.
start with a cloudy day thought,but at the faternoon become sunny..
while in the morning , after having breakfast with my parents , i head back home to open the pc to play games.
but,i didn't play much round.as played too much i feel very bored.
i on9 msn though ebuddy and on9 skype.
after on9 skype,i start chatting with my friends (dick mun, chicky , hong , evelyn)
in the conversation, Chicky ask me about whether i wanted to join his family and the friends for dinner at Kampar.
then i was like .. O_o Kampar???? go Kampar so far for dinner?
then the next i do was i need to ask permission from my mom.
then discuss... discuss... finally i got a answer that is Yes.
about 4 pm , chicky came over to my house to pick me up ,but not only picking me up only..>< haha
thx chicky for driving 1st lor..
then after picking up all people..
chicky bring us to his house , as we are heading for Kampar by 6 pm.
while the road to Kampar is not driven by chicky la,but is his dad.
well, i will say 1 word to his father driving skill , that is expert .
but i don't really want to see the driving skill is driven by Chicky ..>< haha ..
after the long journy of stucking in the traffic , we arrive to Kampar lor..
after reaching to Kampar , we headed to the Utar to have a look at kampus, but too bad yesterday (monday) was a public holiday and the time is quiet late also,is like about 7pm ++
so we can only see from outside.
as we pass by the lake, the lake beside Utar 1 , there was so many malay ppl fishing there..and i was thinking wat they are fishing?
afther that, uncle ad untie wanted to go buy some kuih at the kampar market as it is heard that its kuih is famous and taste good.
but when we arrive , the stall owner says that they will start business by 8 ,but the time when we were there was 7:30 something.
So,we decide to go for having dinner 1st by having claypot rice.
but ,too bad we gone to the wrong 1 as we cant find the 1 that Chicky friend recommened.
well,straight to the point. the claypot rice was not very delicious la,but also can be say good to eat..
lucky that im a person that eat very carefully , as the next thing i found on my plate of claypot rice was a rubber band..
i like O_O
wtf ?!?!
what is this thing doing in my rice.
but nvm la...ntg happen to me though after eating the rice.. if something happen to me, i sure sue 999999 the shop owner..
by the time we nearly ate finish , the rain starting to drill..and chicky parents and his sis was sitting at the free from ceiling >< (bad language hope u understand) so we hurried to finish it and head back to the car.
then after sitting at the car, the next destination that we were heading is..
of course is Ipoh lor, but going to Chicky house 1st.
afther reach Chicky house,we starts to chit chat and play card games.
then about 11 pm we decided to go out to hv drinks.
after the long dessision,we headed to the green town Kopitiam lo.
by 11:48 pm we left Kopitiam, and i had to ask Chicky to fetch me back home as my dad don't allow me to reach home after 12:00 .
well..thats all..
but 1 more thing
Thank You to Chicky and his family for the dinner ^^

a lucky? or a bad day?

well today morning my dad call me wake up by 7 smtg in the morning and called me to go get changed as later going to eat breakfast.
and
yesterday i like sleep about 12 smtg , so this morning wake up in a blur condition.
after get a rdy.
when i wearing my shoes, my dad call me to drive .
today we head to the old town there to eat fish ball noodle .
the bad thing happen is that when i was driving my way to home.
on the same... same junction
but i did not do the same mistake la.
this time is that i was looking at another position and didn't pay attention on my driving..
><|| aiks..i know my bad
when i was stopped at the junction and a head there is a queue .and i was about the 4th car.
when looking at another direction i forgot that there is ANOTHER car in front of me..and i almost BANG to his back.
=/
but lucky my mom shout at me..><|| only i immediately step on the brake..
and the distance of the front boot and the another in front of mine is like about half cm ?!?!
aish
mom SORRY .. !! that will nvr happen any more .

another things is that.. the auto gate of my house.
the company said that they will send ppl to come over for service the gate by yesterday ..
but
they didn't
and they said that they will come by today .
in the end..
they didn't show up ..
aish..
i was thinking in my mind..
wtf? got business also no wan?
and there is no more next time that me and my dad will go for the same company again.

doh... ?

today wake up in a cloudy day .
after having breakfast , i had ntg to do at my house.
so i decided to go and clean up some mess at my room.
in the process of cleaning up, i open my phone and start playing up the music.
some songs that i listening is Fall For You , GEE , Stylish , Strong Baby .....and some more..
aiks, so long no clean up my room, all the table and desk also cover with dirt .
In the way of cleaning up , my friend phoned me and asked me whether want to come out and have lunch at Pizza hut and go Jusco walk.
so then i say ok lor. as the things i going to clean up its almost 99% .
so before they arrive , i already done cleaning up .
i quickly change up and go meet them .
after parking at Jusco and walking with my friends into Jusco.
i saw a girl infront of me look very familiar .
but i cant c very clearly so i waited till the time when going down by using the escalator.
then at there only i got chance to c clearly whether is it the girl i know lor..
so when going down i saw her clearly,and thats Cat and her sis Emily.
but too bad , she didn't saw me and i don't dare to go front and call her.. =X
so i sms her ><|| well today go Jj just walk ..walk ..walk ..awaile only ,as my friend wanted to go get some information about hand phones,as he wanted to buy a new hand phone. just walked around half hours or LESS ~ then leave Jj le. then the next place we stop is at Infinity , aiks.. so bad le the quality of the pc there , around half hour dc from lan game few times. =/ after 1 hour we left lu- as we are not very happy with the pc there . then the next destination i didn't follow them as the next destination is far from my house and i feel abit bad for my friend that drive me , so i called him to drop me by back to my home lor.. well , the evening doesn't have anything to do , just sit infront of the pc and fat mou . the worst time start when dinner is finished. just after finish dinner, i sit at the sofa not for 15 minute . the electric city went out , by my own conclusion is cause by the lighting strike . as its raining. below there is 2 photo that show the whole area of my housing area doesn't have electric city for around 1 hour +

but bad thing is , my dad and mom went out to walk Jj ==|| by leaving me ,my sis and our dog at house in the Dark .
aiyo. so hot . but hot is not a problem. the problem that bug me is that there is so many mosquitoes bites me ne.. very Very ichy er ..

then after the electric city come back alive =D
i quickly open the pc and on9 lor..
1st thing is go watch anime then on9 msn and check mail.
after checking mails and replying comment at friendster , i start to write this ^o^