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won't be updating till things are settle

strange~

its been strange lately as i have been using this mini laptop for about 3 weeks + nearly 1 month. this mini laptop only allow me to MS, surf website, listen song and watch anime.
but no DOTA...
here is the strange part, where i can alive without dota for more than 3 weeks...
the life without dota isn't that bad for me also...
only that i am able to past time more fast while playing dota, meanwhile the same time i can forget about all those unhappy or stress i get...
but now without playing dota, my time past slowly, that it actually made me think of a lot of things that happened lately...
studies? friends? family? financial?
the demand of things from myself is starting to overlapping till i can't manage to surplus it...
and in this condition, that make me very sad by having nothing for what i wanted...
it's so hard to bear the temptation...

yesterday, the 1st time where i actually feel the stress and pressure on handing in 3 assignments in the same time, where it consist of 1 journal and 2 video presentation.
its been a very busy week, but now its all over till only one more oral group presentation had not done only.
as for my mid term exam for this sem, seems to be more worst than the previous sem.
while this thought came to me, that will my English fail??
is it possible? but i will make it impossible...
as i actually never feel so bad for my english paper so far...
i never done crap result for my english till i now start to enter college...
or is it the standard of the primary and secondary english from government syllabus was that SHIT ?!
but its better for me to be more focus in my grammar and language in my essay now or its really doom for me.
for BCP, i never thought of having so much careless mistake...that shouldn't be happening, but its to blame myself on over confident in this subject ending up no double checking...but it won't be happening in my final...i swear to myself.
as for my malaysia studies, i never hope to get high grade or what, as its only a lan subject. but i also can't fail it.

other than those stuff, yesterday evening there is a new house mate ?!?
but i think he would not be going to stay here...
as his parents are not very pleased to the surrounding...
while also all those rubbish or junks or goods that are left behind by the previous previous house mate that had left long time ago.
while the people in charge of the hostel residence people came and blame us for all those stuff??? wtf??
should u blame urself 1st?
when the previous house mate left u who should be coming by to check and clear them up...
but y u waited till got new student come only check??
cute man !!
last time i never thought of the service of Taylor's will be this bad
but now, it seems to be true to me, as their service is really so bad.
what they really care is that they are free and never really look into matters.
and sometimes utilities that are malfunctioning, we complained, but?
they never came to fix so or can say don't even care about it...
or in other words...are they so busy till forget about it ?
only focus on the new student that coming to rent the hostel ?

arghhh

i am more envy now...
Yoshi had the 2009 Big Bang Big Show Concert ne..
T.T i wish i could have it...

sad+emotional+happy+tiring=exciting

yesterday and today was a damn tiring day for me...
yesterday after finish my mid term,
went to Sunway Pyramid to walk walk with Evelyn them...
then till late night only back to hostel...
bu then today morning, around 11 + reach Mid Valley
to shop again...
>< wakao
but i didn't bought much item...
only 1 item that struck my eyes, that is G-Dragon Heartbreaker Album!!
straight buy it without any hesitations





weee~~ finally got it... T.T but do cost me quite an amount...


well, after all those stuff...
today is the new year eve
but i won't be celebrating it with my family nor friend...
but with myself at my hostel...
and the photo below is my dinner XD



and i will be not forwarding any sms to wish new year to all my friends...
as all i know is they are surely busying celebrating or count down...
Happy New Year to my friend ne...
may God bless us all...
and let the 2010 be a better year
goodbye 2009...

really very sad...

today get to know my

english 1st journal

marks 10%

but i only get 6.25%

and it

really does hurt me

deeply

and it is also the lowest mark

in my class ne

T.T

and tml

is going to be my turn to gv the

oral presentation

just hope that

everythings goes nice

but not nasty

only

bad luck ?

felt a bit bad luck previous week...
1st of all my english journal assignment 1, article been reject quite a few in numbers...
but its ok, as it is done...
then on teusday..
my laptop, i had no idea taht what happen on that day
that it suddenly hanged and then blue screen
means there sure is some system or hardware problem...
but i had no idea the main cause of it...
in wednesday it still functioning at the noon
but in the late evening...
it went doom...
by screen...and by that time it just make me confirm that the main cause is by the graphic card or include other hardware...
as the laptop screen doesn't show anything...while the laptop is still processing...

aiks..felt very bad luck ne...
and now somemore need to think of which topic to take up for my assignment... meaningful or fear ??
and later need to study BCP for online quiz...and also find info regarding on advantage and disavantage of E-Learning...

should have not

Aiks,
this week should have not come back to my home town ~
1st factor is
my room had been use by guest, zzz
then i am unable to buy ticket to back KL by tomorrow(Sunday)
due to some reason...

but still ok la...
most unhappy things is unable
to buy the ticket back KL...
feel like shit when saw the notice
"13th Dec 2009 ticket telah habis dijual"
WTF ?

really feel
like
shit
!!!
too angry
till
can't
express
anything
in word
form~