felt quite sad about current issue in my country,

but not very interested in typing it out here.

by doing nothing this few weeks or months,

i mean really doing nothing meaningful

i started to think quite a lot more stuff,

1st major thing is about my future,

then follow on is money issue, course that i enrol...

i felt that i really regret about all those youth back then...

when i get a chance to learn much more stuff that i may not had

such as music instruments, sports, language...

haiz, though now is still not yet late to pick up but for this time is money issue that are in the way

most probably that why i can't identify my interest or what i am special in

is bzs i never even bother to try to do stuff that i had not tried before

it's not because that i didn't have the strength to do so

but i didn't have the courage to do so...

i can't differentiate that it's me that had grow to more mature or is it that i starts to envy,

envy quite a lots of people around...

lately, been saving ups to buy a DSLR...

but in the meantime

should i use those money to buy a new laptop to replace my previous 'cacat' laptop that can actually really help me in future...

everything is also about the problem of money

that force us to do opportunity cost...

one of my friend that says,

'friend is friend forever'

but the truth of it for me is that

there is nothing is forever...

friends will leave us, either way of u leaving me or i leaving u due to studies and work

feel like just abandoning my msn... starts lazy to use it...

3 more weeks till heading back to Subang Jaya.

today is

Merdeka or Independent day for Malaysia

but for this year

its like no people business holiday

where actually there isn't much celebration going on

due to quite several reason

by chance are politic issue & racist issue

and quite other factors, but i think both of the above i think is the main reason...

not much to say about today...

quite hot for these days and suddenly rain in the evening,

just like usual

causing many people to fall sick,

need to drink more water lo...

or

hmm, need to save up around rm900 for D5000 ... while the D3100, not s sure about it as it's new...

English version...

cool~

it's over my head... ~

TaeYang - I'll Be There MV + Lyrics

a wicked 1...

i am very sure i am going to buy this international album.

though had low pocket money...

XD

Lyrics:

I`ll Be There (ENG.)

We've been through ups and downs no doubt
so many times we've had it out
some foolish things we've realized
think back and have to laugh it out

but that's what makes us so strong
lo-lo- lovin' so strong
we roll deep in every way
de-de-de- deeper baby-babe

i got your back believe me
you got my back it's either way
when rain or thunder comes along
just keep your faith in me

you are so beautiful - beautiful
wo-wo- wonderful - wonderful
see my dream of you and me
began the day we met, yeah!


some people give up what they have
they run-run-run

that aint 'gon be our situation
you're the one-one-one

girl you're my queen in my heart 'n soul
i'm never letting you go
i'll be... there!
you know that...

i'll be there...

spring, summer, fall
winter's cold

i'll be there... be there
to protect you my baby

i'll be there...

all here for you is where i
wannna be


some haters try to get us down
but they aint got a clue about
our love and how that we belong-long
so-so right it can't be wrong
they've called me dangerous-dangerous
yet they're killing ki-killing us
we don't need your shady ways
that negativity, yeah!


some give up what they have
they go and run-run-run

that aint 'gon be our situation
you're the one-one-one

girl you're my queen in my heart 'n soul
i'm never letting you go
i'll be there!
you know that...


i'll be there...

spring, summer, fall,
winter's cold

i'll be there... be there
to protect you my baby

i'll be there...

all here for you is where i
wannna be


my life without you is no life
no one can replace all your
sweetness inside
i'm so down for you
and you know it's true
you're my love... oh oh...

I`ll Be There (KOR.)

I’ll be, I’ll be, I’ll be there girl
I’ll be, I’ll be, I’ll be there girl


이대로 마지막이란
말만은 제발 하지마
착한 널 아프게 했던
매일 눈물 흘리게 했던
나라는 사람은 COLD 저 멀리 GONE
시간이 필요해
난 시간이 필요해

나만을 기다리는게
너무 힘들어 지칠땐
우리 처음 만났던 날
그날을 기억해
YOU WERE SO BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL WONDERFUL WONDERFUL
시간이 필요해
난 네가 필요해

난 슬피 우는 그댈 두고 RUN RUN RUN
내게 사랑이란 장미가 아닌 GUN GUN GUN
하지만 이대로 널 두고
I’M NEVER LETTIN’ YOU GO
I’LL BE THERE
YOU KNOW THAT

I’LL BE THERE
언제라도 네 곁에 I’LL BE THERE, BE THERE
기쁠 때 나 슬플 때 BE THERE
서로가 눈감을 때까지

I’LL BE THERE
어디라도 그곳엔 I’LL BE THERE, BE THERE
하늘이 무너져도 BE THERE
우리 약속한 그날까지

잠든 널 바라 보는게
그저 난 너무 행복해
하지만 널 잃을까 봐, 떠나갈까봐
Cuz love is dangerous dangerous, and it’s killing us
시간이 필요해
난 지금 불안해 yeah

난 슬피 우는 그댈 두고 RUN RUN RUN
내게 사랑이란 장미가 아닌 GUN GUN GUN
하지만 이대로 널 두고
I’M NEVER LETTIN YOU GO
I’LL BE THERE
YOU KNOW THAT


내 가슴은 널 향해 CRY
몇 번이고 널 위해 I’M GONNA TRY
I COULD DIE FOR YOU AND YOU KNOW IT’S TRUE
YOU’RE MY LOVE


YOU WERE SO BEATIFUL BEATIFUL
WO- WONDERFUL WONDERFUL
AND IT’S KIILLILN ME, YOU SET ME FREE

I’LL BE THERE


Source : 엠넷 + 백설승리 @ BBVIPZ
Credit : http://koreantopnews.com/story.php?title=taeyangs-ill-be-there-english-and-korean-lyrics-misc

gah,

finally can say finish cleaning up and tidy up my room.

before cleaning up, my room was like... gosh, everything is everywhere... :X

but now more organize and more comfortable to look around...

hehe

feels kinda plain for my room,

gona soon start putting ups my previous photos and also poster on the wall...=D

got to start having money saving plan for my aim...

using previous ang pao money to buy TaeYang Solar international album perhaps ?

and saving up my other money for a DSLR...

while making it a bit faster to achieve, planning to save up monthly pocket money...

save up 30% ? XD then minimise my entertainment and also beverages....

uhmm... got a feeling that this will work out quite well...

fighting !!

got to run,

as need to help my mom to clean up other area of the house... =D

recently having this thought,

though im not famous or what so ever know a lot of people,

what happen if one day,

i just vanish or disappear leavening nothing,

will anyone actually take notice or care about it?

recently was busy chasing drama's

hehe

one drama that i had finish watching it was 'I'm Your Teacher/ I'm Sam'

about this drama, it has 16th episode only, considered a short drama.

i give about a rating of 9.0/10.0

happy and sad moments... and most of it is laughter

other comment for me is that, T.O.P rap a short essay in class which was wicked...xD

other than that is Park Min Young, cute and funny expression...

while another drama that i pick up is also from KBS...

this drama i pick it up since my sis watching it and i found it interesting to start watching it,

'Baker King ; Bread, Love, Dream', total of 30th episode but showing till 20th episode,

waiting next week for the up coming episodes as it's getting more heat up...

even though not till the end of episode, i already feel that this drama is cool,

giving it about 9.5/10.0

thumbs up, recommend u guys to watch if your reading my blog.

As for now, it's raining now again...

for no reason

it just feels to right

maybe it represent my heart that it's raining?

or cool me down for my temper?

or relax me with the breezing air?

the smell of the rain is so unique...

as i am not mentioning about the heat release from the tar road smell or the acid rain smell...

hmm...

To choose what food to consume,

it's quite difficult due to wide range of food.

To choose what colour,

is complicated as different colour bring different meaning.

To choose what to study,

it's quite sad, as not everyone able to choose what they wanted to study.

To choose the another half in our life,

it's unique to be as in faith to able 2 to meet.

To choose the path to walk on that doesn't had a U-Turn,

it's the most difficult task to be done by everyone.

as you can see,

not most of us able to choose the course they wanted to enrol in,

as it may seems to be a sad thing.

but the truth for me,

it's more sad that had to choose myself,

without proper guidance and different opinion of other's

it just make me more complicated and more confuse

am i really on the right track?

as in, the right track for my own path or the right track for what other indirected wanted path?

Why on earth that money exist?

does anyone had the same question?

money seems to be more important to be compare in love, feelings, family, relationship, friends !

money is like devil for me,

as in, it's dominating over us.

but there still a rule in my mind,

money can buy and allow us to do most of the things but not true love.

i think most of u guys do know i listen

K-Pop more...

but it doesn't means taht i didn't listen to any english or chinese/mandarin song...

ok ?

aiks... it's just less listen to it and doesn't have a good memory to remember their names...

aish~ and music has no boundaries ...

anyway,

life still kinda mess up for me...

my laptop isn't back yet that is the most main problem killing me...

second is that i'm kinda lazy to move myself to clean up? tidy up? clear up? my room? that is loaded with quite a number of stuff all over the place that is not so organized... =X

meanwhile, before i had my bath...

i kinda use about 1 hour to actually look into the magazine and start to extract poster...

after extract and roll them up and keep it in my desk...

i actually found out that i own quite a number of poster that had 4 mini hole due to the staple

as the poster is 2 sided, so i just roll up with those that is more interesting to me such as k-pop idol facing inside...XD

anyway, any1 that reading this any idea where is can laminate poster ??

The first sight on you,

it's like the everything had stopped,

looking at you it's like there is no tomorrow,

your smile is like honey

but not as sweet as honey,

all the feeling is so right,

looking at you but not knowing you

is the mistakes that I kept repeating;

even after knowing you

but not to had you in hand,

it's more wicked sad.

It's like the shadow that everyone process,

only able to feel and saw it,

but not able to held it or talk to it,

when there isn't any light,

the shadow will not be there,

not to say it's gone but its invisible to be seen.

Messy~

Haiz, it's been more than a week

still coughing and the worsen part is that i got block nose...

haiz~

by last saturday its was my 1st time being a Tester Promoter...

quite interesting and learnt something

but

it was quite stress out kinda like

need to keep on telling the same thing to customer ;

time passes slowly, that slower than i thought it would be ;

need write report ;

keep the booth and things, that this is actually i hate the most ;

bad management of the outlet? O_O because of the pricing

other than that...

i think its been more than a month till now,

my freaking laptop isn't back yet

and i bet this time when its back,

it should, or should be say must be fix till good condition

while not like last time, that i actually reject to receive it due to the quality of the fixing.

for me to be so eager to get back my laptop and not using this mini laptop

isn't because of the games...

but is that by using my own laptop i can actually enjoy bigger screen O_O

that won't stress out my eyes badly...

meanwhile,

i have been using the previous time much on thinking about my past

and think about the future

about bad memories and good memories...

1 that i don't really forget though

that is the 18th birthday that i had alone at KL, the day that my business foundation starts

at first i think it was quite sad that the 1st time i pass my birthday alone.

but on the very same day, actually i am happy that i got a very great present indeed

that from my parents, that is to able me to continue to study...

the happy moment was those that i pass my times happy sad angry unpleasant moment with my friends, not only secondary buddies and friends and college friends but also with my family and me myself.

i do believe that appreciate every moment in our life is very important.

time passes, thoughts grow

imagination reduce, reality grow stronger

watched a funny cute fluffy awesome

movie...XD

Despicable Me!

lolx...

i think i'll be giving a rating of 9.5/10 for it?

as it is a cartooned movie...

tumbs up for this movie...

other than that,

yesterday is my Dad birthday

just wish that all his dream will come true and stay healthy always lo...

&

Pooi Kuan birthday also...

happy birthday and have a blast ya...^^

missing her

but

can't make

judgement

whether call her

or

sms

her

aiks

aiks,

it's been days for me to not updating...

as I've been busying playing maple, going KL and sleep ?XD

well, lets talk back all the way to 17th,

i really wanted to thx my buddies for the celebration made for me..^^

i do appreciate it very much...

then on 18th which was sunday,

head to KL by morning, and evening to KLIA~

aiks, it was kinda tired..but i guess my dad that does the driving will be more tired

as we reach Ipoh, its almost 12:00am...

which means its 19th =D

but kinda tired, after eating supper behind the jusco area...

meet Evelyn and her bf...XD

which was kinda surprised...

well, as for the big day of this year for me,

the only activity that i do is

playing maple whole day at home ==||

but also got on facebook la,

in facebook, i wanted to thx them again in here gaain..^^ tq for all the wishes...

meanwhile also thx for those who wishes me on twitter... =D

while this wednesday,

went to KL, by morning train 9am,

reach there by 12 pm, manage to bought my return ticket for thursday.

meet up with them at MidValley around 1pm.

bought Inception for evening movie,

had Zanmai Shushi for lunch

thanks to June, Stella, Elaine and weijack for the treat =D

all together got 6 ppl,

me, June, Weijack, Stella, Elaine and Jack(join for movie only)

then by night head to pasar malam kat Connaught.

at there i got my album from Jack,

Tae Yang - Solar[Deluxe version]

XD

it was awesome, but didnt unpack it till yesterday evening,

finish walking and eating stuff at pasar malam around 11... reach my unit around 11:30??

finish bath and stuff already 12 am ==||

head back Ipoh by thursday noon 1 pm train and reach Ipoh by 4pm.

and unpack le the album =D

here are some peak on the album, but kinda less photo...X)

front cover look

the back look for the t-shirt...

and a bit of peak into the book..^^

the album~ O_O it was awesome....hard to describe...

and the photo ...XD

well, this are for the past few days activity...

special thx to:

Evelyn, Carmenn, Yi Mun, Raymond Lee, Dexmond, Hongz, Alan, Kien Yoon and Evelyn bf for the celebration at Wong Kok.

June, Elaine, Stella and Weijack for the treat in Zanmai Shushi for lunch.

thx again...ne.... i really do enjoy all of them...

thx for the wish's from all my bro and sis and cousin's

and also thx for the celebration by my bro's and sis's that is

Bro's -> Raymond Lee, Hongz, Dexmond, Alan Chiang, Kien Yoon

sis's -> Evelyn, Carmenn, Yi Mun

and also Evelyn bf,

thx ^^

heading to KL by 9am later,

1st reason, go MidValley and meet up with them

sec reason, watch movie

3rd reason, go pasar malam... XD

last but not least and the best reason is to pick up TaeYang - Solar Album (deluxe)

wuhu~

but one thing that i worry is that hope that today train will have no delay and also able me to buy ticket to return from KL to Ipoh for tml...

while also today is the big day for Se7en,

the long long wait for Se7en comeback had arrive...

and it was a blast

even few tracks is auto tuning and more to clubbing feel

but others were so Se7en feel~

lovely~

Se7en is back with Digital Bounce

Home ~!

haiz,

as mention on previous post,

my foundation had ended last thursday.

cross finger everything at least a pass...

anyway,

before heading back to my home town by yesterday train.

i actually had some marathon with my friends.

1st stop, clubbing at Euphoria Minister of Sound at Sunway

sec stop, The Curve for movie : Twilight - Eclipse

3rd stop, shopping at Mid Valley & The Gardens

but within these few stops, we actually do have quite a number of food marathon also

food such as pasta, dim sum, western food...

yesterday manage to get 6pm KTM ticket to head back to Ipoh.

reached Ipoh by 9pm

when reached home, it was like

finally, home sweet home.. =D

before unpacking my stuff

the 1st thing i did is switch on the laptop

but is to webcam with my sis and mom @ Aus

chit chat till around 11pm

then head out to yam cha with my dad and sis...

i think when my mom back,

i will be having another new pair of Haivanas sandle~

yeah ~! but i bet this time the colour is a bit funky...XD

slept around 12:30+ yesterday...

and wake up 10am this morning? XD

and had my breakfast with my sis only, as dad head out to work adi...

then back around 12 pm

so then its time for me to switch on my laptop and check what's happening..XD

1st thing i get to know is that Spain won the Fifa world cup

then found out kinda miss out a lot of friends blog to be read....

anyway

sorry that i unable to share photo's due no no camera =[

Doesn't Speak Doesn't Means Nothing

referring to the tittle.
for those who know me well,
i think they will know that I do talk a lot crap
but most of the time i stay quiet
meanwhile, i don't talk much to most of the people is
bzs i had a bad socializing skills
and kinda blur out when talking face to face.
but i do prefer conversation trough msn and facebook ?

most people thinks that i am care free
in a sense that nothing to worry
but i do worry about everything in my life
sometimes i blur out in a conversation is bzs im thinking about other matters.

i do know the consequences of no confidence in face to face chat.
1. less friends
2. boring person
3. sux at presentation?!
and kinda lot more

it's

kinda funny

to had

such a feeling

blerk~

TAEYANG - You're Mine + I need a girl (featuring G-DRAGON)

TaeYang - You're Mine + I Need a Girl ft.GD dance ver
credit - YgEntertainment

liked this version a lot.. especially the opening ... it
was epic awesome ~!!!!!!!

a W0W 2 days or most probably going to be 3 days if include tomorrow

O_O

to refer back, yesterday went clubbing and sleep at 4:00am +

then morning 9am wake up...

due to can't sleep =X

had lunch with William and Steven at Jojo Kitchen by 12pm

chit chat a bit till around 1:45pm

then not long i went back my house need to prepare to go out again.. X)

3:30pm meet up with June, WeiJack, Stella & Hallen

to go The Curve

for

movie and dinner...

watched twilight - Eclipse, overall rating quite disappointed... 6/10 for max.

for dinner i think nothing special to talk about.. =X

just got a hot warm bath and writing here.. =)

going to sleep soon as tomorrow need to wake up early again...aiks

should restrict myself more

as in

what i am doing

scared of mixing up feelings

today finally my final semester final exam finished..

ended with the last subject of Business Statistics

pray hard and cross finger all can at least pass

especially for BST...

after the exam ended, head to had lunch at Sunway Pyramid

ate at Pasta Zanmai

quite good for the food...

then follow the '2' to shop till around 6pm..

while for dinner also eat it with them.. XD

at AC, aka Asia Cafe

main point is that,

tonight, we planned to go clubbing

at M.O.S

meet up with all around 10:45pm

then enter at 11pm...

from start it was empty ~

truly no one.. ==||

till around 11:30pm

there is a major changes

as people starts to pack up...

lazy to talk about it...

overall quite ok for first time clubbing,

but the beat was slow...

that didn't even make us high or wat so ever~

learnt new things and see many things.. XD

let's talk about music 1st,

yesterday was 1st of July also

is a month full of excitement for me, i think~

1st of July already got Tae Yang

Bae Solar album released.

like all the tracks

but in it, i like 'Before You Fall Asleep'

and 'Take It Slow' the most...

as for slow and sweet, i prefer 'You're My'

will search for the lyric's soon after my finals.

a part that i take it from the 'I Need a Girl'

XD

kinda envy Tae Yang...

as also the adorable Dara

where another story is that i found another leng lui

XD

from a new debut girl group

named Suzy

she's only 16th this year .. O_O

Tae Yang - Before You Fall Asleep (Audio)

erm about myself

i think i am a bit of stress out

even though i download these songs

as it is use to calm myself down...

less than 2 days will be my final semester final exam

kinda start to freak out

as i am not able to remember stuff for a long time...

as only for a while and its forgotten

T_T

other than that..

i got very stress in my accounting and BST, where i can't recall on hows the working and equations...

hope that this last few days i am able to really remember and know how it is done...

where for english, got tensed up... for the listening part and essay part... as i screwed it quite even in the exercise...

as for economics, the most exciting one... that is need to memories tons of theory and graphs

where i use to understand the economics more than i remember it.. so i think it will be quite a challenging stuff for me...

most of my friends say i had nothing to worry...

but i seems that they are very wrong...

as i really do feel i'm in deep shit.

but i will do my best

that is for my own good and also not to disappoint my parents...

anyway

most probably won't be looking into blog for few days till next week after exam.

at last but not least,

good luck to all my

TBF course mate July intake 2009

all the best in our finals

bless us all with good strength in mental and physical

to do our best of the best in this final

recently bought myself a sneaker

as for later,

aim to get myself a DSLR, hand-phone,

skinny jeans, a new pair of spectacle,

and a job after my foundation ends as before starting degree.

well, the fact is that my

foundation final exam is coming very soon,

i meant it by very soon as it starts next week monday.

need to catch up a lot...

T_T hope that manage to understand all before entering the war zone.

as for

some friends or majority do knows

when exams,

some may leave the exam hall early because manage to finish up the whole paper lesser than the time given;

or

leave the exam hall early due to no idea what the question wanted, can't answer the paper and don't want to stuck at the exam hall, so leave early.

i hope that i won't be in either both option above,

just hope that i able to use up all the time to answer well all my papers well.

pray hard, study hard, eat hard !!

might as well study smart ?!

Older Uncle/Untie becoming beggar ?

referring to the above topic,

i think i am not scare of people asking me for donation from older uncle/untie

but it rather makes me felt more worrying

as times goes on, it seems that the amount of old uncle and untie that ask for money by walking around to ask from people.

for me, i won't be donating any

not because i doesn't have a heart or stingy

but is, if we continue to give them money or food

it will soon cause the people doing the same thing to raise in a great speed

as they thought they can even get money or food without going to work.

the society is so going into an unbalance society

as rich people continues to become more richer

while, poor people become even more poor.

government collect so much of income tax and other tax's

but why is it that our government keep on saying there is no money.

as for reason why they said that they doesn't have any money, i think i need not to say it here

as most of Malaysian do know the reasons of it.

is just that the government should start doing something to preventing these issue to become more serious.

wee~

finally bought it

with my own money .. T___T

sob....

but still quite satisfy though.. ^^

actually bought a sneaker

Nike Sneaker

wee~

for me i think is awesome

though is easy to get dirty...

2 pic's of it

do give some comment on it~

hehe... ^^

yesterday

watched this movie,

that is quite long ago

'Alice In Wonderland'

well... over rating 7/10

not to talk much on this.

as at night,

went yam cha with my buddies

at Tong Sui Gai @ Ipoh

and talk a bit crap at there..XD

as for today,

Sunday~!

early morning wake up around 6:30

had a refreshing warm bath

and pack my stuff

delidale delay till 8am +

only went for breakfast @ 'Let's Rock' or called as Dai Ga Lok

wuhu~ long time didn't eat adi...

felt quite satisfy

went back to home for a while

and start journey around 10:00am head to KL

reach Subang Jaya around 12 pm

drop off my laptop back to my unit and seated for a while only left for lunch

@ ss14 Bak Kut Teh

then around 1:35pm only reached Pavilion.

quite lucky to get a parking slot when enter to the parking bay.

but got pissed when leaving due to the XXXKing service that didn't minus the ticket time charge

as they got this thing 'Every RM100 minus 1 hour parking charge'

but, it didn't minus to the according amount...!! RAWR !

back to the shopping story,

just bought something...for me

but for my parents

i think is a good swiping for goods...

=X

i only bought 2 T-Shirt

1 from Bossini & 1 from Zara

pic's of them are showed below.

haiz,

thought able to buy the Nike sneaker d

but fail to persuade my dad...

O_O

but nvm la...

dad used a lot money also adi...

but got their opinion on it...

so most probably using own money to buy it soon ?

as for dinner, had it @ Dragon I

lolx!!

for me, i don't really feel like eating due to stomach not feeling well...

but also ate some ...

too bad.. haiz...

after the dinner,

guess what ?

got into the jam

for around 15 min or 20 min to got out of that area...

reached my unit around 8:44pm

and my parents and sis head back to Ipoh...

^^

safe trip ~ hehe

another song from SJ repackaged album,

O_O

MOVIES~!

well, thursday went for the movie

Knight and Days.

well, overall rating is 8.0/10

and its funny....XD

as for today,

went back Ipoh by 3 pm train but end up

the train departure by 4:35pm.

and reach Ipoh by 7:35pm.

but quite satisfy as get to eat dinner with family at house...

as, i am a bit of out dated in movies,

i finally!!

i meant it finally ~!

i get to watch the movie,

'大日子'

well, i think as for a local movie

i giving it a rating of 9/10 to be honest.

a nice and meaningful movie.

and now, i think is time for me to go to sleep adi...

-_-

nitez ~

recently,

things are quite messy

as in

assignments, presentation and daily's

for assignments, seems like for this last semester that we are all doing last minute work,

but it was quite fun thought, as stress pour in and we enjoy rushing it as in the process while not enjoying last minute.. =X

for presentation, it was quite funny though as for accounting

for the 1st time i presenting in carefree mood...

while i get more stressed out in the speaking test, screw myself for that speaking test...

got blank quite a times to think about what i should say.

as for daily,

seriously this month i have been over spending.

movies + food + food + pasar malam + enjoying drinks.

feel quite sorry to my dad and myself also... =(

after this foundation ends, sure i will for to work for at least 2 month

hoping to use that amount of money for a dslr or maybe something that is useful to me

another part is that,

i found out that there is some rumour

roaring around me,

to be as in who's the one that i like or with.

but to be honest that i think

the truth is quite disappointed as

i don't have the girl friend and also dating anyone.

but i think this will be for some that reads my blog will know...

haiz

around 9 days till my last semester finals.

i'll be sitting for 4 subject in my finals.

that is english, i think i need to go and do some practice on that on the library

Business statistic, quite in deep shit if i dont start doing my revision on it

accounting II, i think this is the subject i am more worry as i can't recall on how to do it even i done it last time... O_O this is suicidal -_-

Economics II, wow this subject is awesome as i need to start memorising all those theory

heading back to Ipoh by tomorrow after class.

pray hard that the train won't have any delay or...

BULL SHIT .... O_O

*cross finger*

to be honest,

i am not a person that what you think i am

to those who know me for a long time,

i think they can't even know what actually how i am

so if you just know me less than a year,

i prefer that you don't say that you know me well

people do wear mask to hide their emotion and feelings

and i am one of them also

with the mask.

recently

wanted these few things badly... O_O

sneakers, change spectacle, new t-shirt, camera(either cyber shot or dslr), sling bag, handphone, new laptop

but these are things i wanted...

as the things i needed is

new sneakers, new spectacle, new laptop and a camera

but one thing that stops me to proceed is

i doesn't possess the money to buy them

why ~!

but planning to go for part time work when my foundation ends

and got around 2 months for me to work...

T___T

but the sneakers i wanted wont be waiting for me...

just hope that later there will be better and nicer one's waiting for me.. =D

T.O.P - Turn It Up [MV]

hehe, quite nasty ..XD

T.O.P - Turn It Up

enjoy =D

thoughts

My Opinion

trust ~>

betrayal ~>

hatred ~>

cold war ~>

feeling ~>

understandability ~>

re-trust ~>

love

我喜欢你

但不代表

我爱你

不爱你

而是没法

去爱你

i can't believe myself.

i didn't cry for such a long time, when i recall it

it was like 1 year ago..?

today i didn't cry because i screwed up my english research presentation

BUT

i cry for a movie ne...

a movie that is so touch

even i can't bear it

as tears just roll down from my eyes

the movie name was

Hachi | A Dog's Tale

a touching story, that i; myself can't believe how touching it is

till i witness it myself

i am gving it a rating of 10/10

the moral value of this story is about 'loyalty'

how can a dog have such a bond tied with his master

that he is so loyal to wait for his master for 9 years till he own self died.

the more careful

you are to avoid things to happen,

the more happening

that the thing that your avoiding will happen.

face the truth

or

face the lies

the choice is in our hands

some

thoughts

before

sleep.

nitez

tml ahh!!

english presentation

quite nervous to be said,

but i can't open the slide due to group mate save it in 2007 ppt file,

while mine is 2003 d power point...

T__________T

don't know wan how die...

just started the nuffnag thingy... no idea on how to use it..

but going to find a time and start to discover it...

Weee ~

didn't expect it to be so happening even with lesser people compare with previous year that location is held at the SS15 TBS.

the event that i mention above is YED, Young Entrepreneur Day

it start the official starting time to sell things was by 9:15am.

but we was like rushing to finish up the decoration from 8:20am till almost 9am

but manage to set things up quite ok to be said.

by the time 9am, our stall only have cakes and pudding that is home made by Alvin mom.

a great tq to his mom, although they won't be reading this.

as time pass

around 9:45am, all the important people of taylor's gave a speech and also launch this event again ==||

we waited till around 10:40am++

only our pizza from Papa John and mini donuts from J-Co

the pizza didn't taste very nice for my opinion though

but it sold out by around 11:45 am, its like only 1 hour+ to sold it all

around 10 box of pizza..? or i have the wrong information, or is it 12 box =X

and the donuts sold out around 1pm+

and what is left is the pudding and cake

that less people demand on it...

that is without reason as it do taste nice...

for my shift actually is 10-11 am, but still having fun at the stall

=D

start to having fun taking June and Weijack camera to take photo.

it's like from 1pm+ start to take photo to nearly 3pm.

to be honest, today was extremely crazy and cool ~

and also wish to get myself a camera back...

but money doesn't allow to.

after this event,

me, desmond lee, elaine chin, kuan yen and wan wen

went for badminton...

O_O

it was fun playing

but

it was exhausted for me as too long not having any exercise

when i reach my unit, my leg was like unwilling to move after sitting on the chair...xD

haiz... ~

today feeling was quite happy =D

maybe bzs of the YED ? !

friday is my english assignment presentation adi

but slides not eyt done ==

need to congratulation myself

and 2 more weeks till

my final's while also my last semester.

2 more presentation needed to be done in these 2 weeks and also 1 speaking test and 1 listening test.

but the main point is that i had not started any revision yet !!

GOD !!

i know it may sound a bit outdated

but

finally i finish watching the 2 hour 30 min Avatar.

at

my house

where house truly is house

for those i think that read my blog only knew that i shift house

even though the feel won't be as the same as in the cinema

but

at-least is nearly~

as i watched it in a screen with HDMI, that i showing movie in HD

and i liked the mini woofer that make the excitement

it's quite a sad and truth story about us the selfish human being.

well that's till today noon.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

talk about yesterday and the week,

last week was a week

where full of stress and also assignments

let start with the sad case,

where on tuesday night,

my Laptop went dead again... T_T

WHY!!!

rush for the last MINUTE for the English Assignment!

by wednesday and thursday

both day also did till quite late but not till midnight.. =X

but finally done it by thursday evening.

well, just hope for the best and prepare for the presentation

whereas on friday,

it was a freaking day for me to be honest.

by morning things still goes smoothly

till...till !!

i went to central,

as i'm sitting the KTM to get back to my hometown

i bought the ticket that the train will start journey by 3:04pm

but

it was a SHIT !

the train delayed for 3 hours +

that it was so freaking pissed...

i wonder, there is a saying that train

is the transportation will start their journey punctually

but i don't think so that it is true for our country KTM,

KTM stands for 'Kereta Api Tanah Melayu'

but i think another name suits it better

that is 'Kereta Api Tiada Masa'

as i also do know some also know this name...

but i think they should start consider to change their name to that.

another thing is that,

there is a policy that just started,

called '1 Malaysia'

one of the vision in it was

'Rakyat didahulukan'

but how come,

a simple thing such as making the train to start their journey by punctual also can't achieve

how to achieve other vision ???

blerk~ back to where i come back Ipoh

actually yesterday was my friend, Raymond Lee birthday

but at last manage to get back also

after the pissed evening,

i got some how calm when see-ing my family... =D

then went out around 10pm

to Jusco, as to meet up with them

at K-box

about the content, i think i would be lazy to describe

but it's worth to come back even meeting those task

Happy Birthday to Raymond Lee and have a blast !

where you stay happy always but not emo always

& healthy always

& all the best in the studies

越看你

越有魅力

您的笑容很温柔

但还是得忍

应为不能

去爱

想爱

但

不可以

而

不是不要

可惜是

谁会要我呢？

yesterday went watching 'Prince of Persia'

overall rating 8.5/10

quite nice.. =D

but

at night time receive a somehow

worried sms from Elaine Chin

that is she got in an accident and enter the hospital

O_O

but she said not very serious,

still need to pray for her faster recover...

english assignment !!

this friday !!

ahh !

人生存的意义

是为了什么

而拼命

的

活下去

?!

lying about love

towards others

will only bring deep hurt

toward ourselves

when we know the truth

that they know

your lying but

still loving you

and helping you

a busy or somehow confused week to be in

this friday, economic assignment due date

but i think the economic assignment has no problem for now

while another assignment due date that are near is accounting that is by next monday

about this assignment,

i'm totally up sad

not because of group member or anything

but is about me on why i can't understand it

i can't do it even after i read and studied about it

i just don't know why.

this feeling is so strange

that i myself hardly can tell what is it.

i felt so stressed when

i'm doing this assignment

while also in the tutorial

felt like wanted to cry out why i had no idea on it.

am i choosing the right course ??

but i am on the track

and how can i change now... ?

i get more clueless now on whether i need to change the subject

i wanted to study in degree

someone just give me advice on it...

i'm totally clueless on my interest and what i should study now

other than that,

recently i'm watching 'Cinderella's Sister'

when watching it

it just somehow makes me feel like

it's so reality that it actually happen

but not only in the drama itself

and

it somehow distress me from assignments

but also causing confuse on my feeling

most of the part just makes me feel like touched or feel like crying out also

but can't it's so complicated...

though, i will still recommend u to watch it...

it's a worth watching drama with deep in moral values in it.

the last day of May,

well, good bye to the month of May soon,

while also saying good bye for month of slacking.

as the month of

June will be an excited month.

where major assignments due date falls on

and presentation, speaking test, listening test

then following up for the pack 1 month is my Sem3 final exam

that is on early July.

to be honest that i had been slacking for almost a month without doing anything meaningful much...

english proposal, my part still at blur state... where i still lack of evidence to prove it... due by next friday... haiz

econs, my part is done but no idea is it done it at max effort... ?! as i compare with others also different...in a term of how to write it. due by this friday

acc, the worse assignment and not to mention blur tutorial and 'interesting lecturer' not to say they are bad but... back to the assignment for acc, choose the company last time but end up need to change due to lack of some info... while its due is on next monday ~ it's a wow ~

bst, question will be up soon, very soon.... and it will be a disaster... \(*o*)/

while by the month of June another interesting event will be happening

that is the once a year YED on 16th June

YED is also known as Youth Entrepreneur's Day

where students of Taylor Business School will is selling good, food, games and etc...

this event is open to public and students of Taylor's

furthermore, all money earned on that day will be given to charity...

i do look forward for that day, as i never join such a big happening day...

wonder how it will be...

meanwhile, i'm also selling YED coupon that is 'RM10 1 row with 5 RM2'

if ya interested, do inform me before 10th of June

or buy coupon on the day of the event.

move in le second day

tml gona be third day

alone in the apartment...

haiz...

anyway...

Happy 21st Birthday

to SNSD Yoona

^^

♥

fallen sick adi...

=(

start with flu and sore throat

then sore throat no le

keep on sneezing now...

and also gastric pain...

due to keep on sneezing...

haiz

pray that recover soon...

T.T

some more tomorrow moving house

GOD ahh !!

do bless me ... T.T

haiz.

going to be a busy week

4 assignment

to do or done

friday or sunday shifting house

some more i

am wasting

my time

here blogging ?

or can say

i am

slacking here...

haiz !!

confuse of what

true friendship and

friends

meant to be.

yeah !!

finally it arrived ~

♥o♥

picture will do the speaking

=D

SNSD - Oh ! Album

SNSD - Run Devil Run (repackaged) + SNSD fan + SNSD poster + SNSD individual poster 1 (Yoona) + SNSD 1 card with all 9 signature

♥.♥

e-tiara full furnished 2200 = gone... due to another agent client willing to pay 2.4k...

now choose casa tiara

2100... =(

haiz... wonder is it worth ...

haiz!

totally no more mood adi...

so many things to think...

and impact...

romaji lyrics for big bang - tell me goodbye

Romaji Tell Me Goodbye

Letting you go...(here's somebody...) Letting you go...(here's somebody...) Yo I got this, yeah still thinking about this thing alot you got me shaken up (Please tell me there's a way) And it got my head just spinnin' round round round round (Please tell me there's a way) Don't wanna take a fall It's best to break it up It's gonna be better for you, move on (Please tell me there's a way) Uh huh we break it break it Or thought we make it make it And now we cover it up Girl I swear kimi no koto wo ichibyou demo kanashimasenai yakusoku mamoru tame ni wa mo moukoreshika erabu michi wa nai kara Baby aishita bun dake kizutsuketeshimau and I've got nothing, nothing to say Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye dakishimeta te wo Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye hanasou boku wo wasureru koto ni jiyuu ni naru nara Baby Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye Girl you know kimi ga egao wo naku shitaku hodo boku wa jibun mo semeru yo nego semeru kotoba mo hikari sae mo nanimokamo miushinau Baby kono kuchibiru ga hanareta shunkan I'll never find better, better than you Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye dakishimeta te wo Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye hanasou soba ni iru koto dake ga yasashisa janai to Baby Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye Yo and it's so, so Sad it just ain't happening Wish it could be better Sorry to scrapping But I just can't let ya Shouldn't be less than happy I said look at me I couldn't live with myself seeing you lacking The things you deserve Baby you was a part? Must believe that it hurts that lead this world I feel the aching through my body it just takes a bigger part of me to be let you go I wish that weren't so... kimi no koe setsunaku fade away...away-ay-ay-ay kaze ni kakikesareteyuku stay...stay-ay-ay-ay kore ijou wa I can't take it, sono namida don't cry for me kimi no tame never look back again Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye dakishimeta te wo Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye hanasou soba ni iru koto dake ga yasashisa janai to Baby Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye Tell me goodbye Credit: bigbangupdates.com

you

look great when

you are in your natural way

you

look just so great

even with your eyes closed

you

look so gorgeous

even when you are far away from my sight

you

look so sweet

when you smile

you

become tender

when you talk

you

are

yourself

first i wanted to wish Big Bang Tae Yang happy Birthday ~ do keep up with the music and have a blast =D

today after class 4pm adi,

but then

it's raining

and i get wet when getting on the bus

and wet when getting off the bus

went to see the apartment unit

1 at e-tiara

1 at casa tiara

e-tiara was full furnished and 2200 per month...

casa tiara partially furnished and 2000 per month

haiz, which 1 is better ne??

and still got 2 slot empty...

i'm

use to be lonely

but

i'm

not use to be

abandoned by people

a nice song..xD

from Big Bang - Tell Me Goodbye (Jp Ver)

haiz... better than korea version, and the MV was so cool ne...

do watch in HD for better viewing... ^^

hope ya enjoy it...

yesterday was cool

and happy

also happy for my Gu Jiong

bzs yesterday was my Gu Jiong daughter wedding nite.

a big day =D

didn't manage to take photo of clearly with the new couple...

but

a picture taken while waiting to head out in the evening to the venue

the food at the restaurant is quite nice

hehe

reach back to my hostel by night 11:45+

but left my hostel around morning 7am..xD

but worth it

do

you know

1 of the most hate

is that

i hate people

giving me

an answer

that is

my question?

for me to join in a field trip was like

once in an ages...

but this sem 3 was like suddenly wanted to join for no reason

and got into this trip

that is to the

Beryl's chocolate factory

it was quite cool to be there to c how they produce it

but

i kinda feel like the factory is a bit small? in a sense of...

go visit and u know what i say

for this field trip was like for business school

and our TBF also included

when sign up that time was like got around 20++ people

but

they only need around 13 student from our TBF

its quite sad to be truth

rather than that

almost half of my group .3 sign up for it... xD

i hope u do get i mean...

but it's cool to join up with other business school people

for this field trip,

i didn't spent a cent

due to several reason

1st, never thought of buying any chocolate to eat / gift for friend (sry ya)

sec, due to yesterday... 1 event cause me almost bankrupt.

3rd, i didn't bring any money to buy anything.

hehe, some say stingy on facebook....

but what so ever...

the fact is that i do stingy...

xD

glad u knew it... lolx !

erm back to the field trip thingy,

actually i kinda feel like it's too short d.

or maybe is happy moments past faster ba...

who knows...

>o<||

another thing is that i do know what i actually needed

it's 2 main core that needed to fulfill before buying anything

that is buying myself a cyber shot camera

and

a nice/cool sneakers

hehe

the truth

is

that

i am

in a

state of

budget deficit

some more

wanted to buy so much thing

greedy me