as if i am smiling towards you

because you can't see i'm crying

as tears aren't rolling down

as tears dried up

as there isn't watery eyes are shown;

as there is a mask to cover up the sad face with a smiling mask

you would never know that i am sad beneath the mask

as there is even a crack in the heart

but you can't see it because the heart is inside me

as you are not able to see through and never notice about it.

don't think that you knew me well,

as i myself never knew myself

because of all those layer of mask that are worn one above another

till i can't trace back the one, the original me long time ago.