hopeless~

- To get along with others,we must feel grateful for events that help us grow,fel thankful for chances to hone ourselves,reform ourselves through the Dharma,and inspire others through examplary behaviour. -

- 四感：感恩 ，感谢 ，感化 ， 感动 。-

days left for me to head KL to study only left about 1 day .

friday noon leave Ipoh to KL le.

now that i had not left but i already had the feeling that i will miss Ipoh very much .

especially my family .

then my beloved friends.

today and yesterday , i walked 'pasar malam' just to have the last walk and taste those food that i like .

i wonder when will be the next time for me to taste it again?

or will that time i can't taste it ?

other than that i am sure that i will miss those delicious food at Ipoh .

things to KL had been bought but not yet pack..

i know , u will think of ..'wa this friday going KL tml thursday le.. still not pack.walau ! '

aiks

but tml will start packing all my stuff le.

maybe dont know when only will on9 le..

as i am not sure that the place i going to stay will have internet .

but i wish it will have ... so that can on9 .

but after on9 , i some how will also feel a bit sad .

as i can see all my friends all now busying ...

exams...college exams... form 6 exams... assignments... all too busy to chat le...

but sometimes not to blame...

as myselve doesn't know open topic to chat with..

almost every conversation only last less than 5 minute .

what to do?

today non went for hair cut..

and now..

the 1 month long de hair all cut till short le..

but i think after go to KL i will able to learn more about shaping myself up..

i just feel very complicated .

as y time have to pass so fast?

will it give me a break ?

pause and let me think ?

can't think of anything ..

as everything just go through too fast and so soon

is there a hope after finish all these studies?

or is it too late ?