around 1 week time, it will be my mid semester exam

I really wanted to study for the best for my final semester

But why is it that myself is pulling back that

I am unable to study even I wanted

I tried studying it, but can’t be remember… !!

I just feel like I am a spoil brat that only spend my dad money

BUT

Where is my serious mode ???

I learn that life isn’t easy

But is how I look into

My life.