recently having this thought,

though im not famous or what so ever know a lot of people,

what happen if one day,

i just vanish or disappear leavening nothing,

will anyone actually take notice or care about it?

recently was busy chasing drama's

hehe

one drama that i had finish watching it was 'I'm Your Teacher/ I'm Sam'

about this drama, it has 16th episode only, considered a short drama.

i give about a rating of 9.0/10.0

happy and sad moments... and most of it is laughter

other comment for me is that, T.O.P rap a short essay in class which was wicked...xD

other than that is Park Min Young, cute and funny expression...

while another drama that i pick up is also from KBS...

this drama i pick it up since my sis watching it and i found it interesting to start watching it,

'Baker King ; Bread, Love, Dream', total of 30th episode but showing till 20th episode,

waiting next week for the up coming episodes as it's getting more heat up...

even though not till the end of episode, i already feel that this drama is cool,

giving it about 9.5/10.0

thumbs up, recommend u guys to watch if your reading my blog.

As for now, it's raining now again...

for no reason

it just feels to right

maybe it represent my heart that it's raining?

or cool me down for my temper?

or relax me with the breezing air?

the smell of the rain is so unique...

as i am not mentioning about the heat release from the tar road smell or the acid rain smell...

hmm...

To choose what food to consume,

it's quite difficult due to wide range of food.

To choose what colour,

is complicated as different colour bring different meaning.

To choose what to study,

it's quite sad, as not everyone able to choose what they wanted to study.

To choose the another half in our life,

it's unique to be as in faith to able 2 to meet.

To choose the path to walk on that doesn't had a U-Turn,

it's the most difficult task to be done by everyone.

as you can see,

not most of us able to choose the course they wanted to enrol in,

as it may seems to be a sad thing.

but the truth for me,

it's more sad that had to choose myself,

without proper guidance and different opinion of other's

it just make me more complicated and more confuse

am i really on the right track?

as in, the right track for my own path or the right track for what other indirected wanted path?

Why on earth that money exist?

does anyone had the same question?

money seems to be more important to be compare in love, feelings, family, relationship, friends !

money is like devil for me,

as in, it's dominating over us.

but there still a rule in my mind,

money can buy and allow us to do most of the things but not true love.

i think most of u guys do know i listen

K-Pop more...

but it doesn't means taht i didn't listen to any english or chinese/mandarin song...

ok ?

aiks... it's just less listen to it and doesn't have a good memory to remember their names...

aish~ and music has no boundaries ...

anyway,

life still kinda mess up for me...

my laptop isn't back yet that is the most main problem killing me...

second is that i'm kinda lazy to move myself to clean up? tidy up? clear up? my room? that is loaded with quite a number of stuff all over the place that is not so organized... =X

meanwhile, before i had my bath...

i kinda use about 1 hour to actually look into the magazine and start to extract poster...

after extract and roll them up and keep it in my desk...

i actually found out that i own quite a number of poster that had 4 mini hole due to the staple

as the poster is 2 sided, so i just roll up with those that is more interesting to me such as k-pop idol facing inside...XD

anyway, any1 that reading this any idea where is can laminate poster ??

The first sight on you,

it's like the everything had stopped,

looking at you it's like there is no tomorrow,

your smile is like honey

but not as sweet as honey,

all the feeling is so right,

looking at you but not knowing you

is the mistakes that I kept repeating;

even after knowing you

but not to had you in hand,

it's more wicked sad.

It's like the shadow that everyone process,

only able to feel and saw it,

but not able to held it or talk to it,

when there isn't any light,

the shadow will not be there,

not to say it's gone but its invisible to be seen.

Messy~

Haiz, it's been more than a week

still coughing and the worsen part is that i got block nose...

haiz~

by last saturday its was my 1st time being a Tester Promoter...

quite interesting and learnt something

but

it was quite stress out kinda like

need to keep on telling the same thing to customer ;

time passes slowly, that slower than i thought it would be ;

need write report ;

keep the booth and things, that this is actually i hate the most ;

bad management of the outlet? O_O because of the pricing

other than that...

i think its been more than a month till now,

my freaking laptop isn't back yet

and i bet this time when its back,

it should, or should be say must be fix till good condition

while not like last time, that i actually reject to receive it due to the quality of the fixing.

for me to be so eager to get back my laptop and not using this mini laptop

isn't because of the games...

but is that by using my own laptop i can actually enjoy bigger screen O_O

that won't stress out my eyes badly...

meanwhile,

i have been using the previous time much on thinking about my past

and think about the future

about bad memories and good memories...

1 that i don't really forget though

that is the 18th birthday that i had alone at KL, the day that my business foundation starts

at first i think it was quite sad that the 1st time i pass my birthday alone.

but on the very same day, actually i am happy that i got a very great present indeed

that from my parents, that is to able me to continue to study...

the happy moment was those that i pass my times happy sad angry unpleasant moment with my friends, not only secondary buddies and friends and college friends but also with my family and me myself.

i do believe that appreciate every moment in our life is very important.

time passes, thoughts grow

imagination reduce, reality grow stronger

watched a funny cute fluffy awesome

movie...XD

Despicable Me!

lolx...

i think i'll be giving a rating of 9.5/10 for it?

as it is a cartooned movie...

tumbs up for this movie...

other than that,

yesterday is my Dad birthday

just wish that all his dream will come true and stay healthy always lo...

&

Pooi Kuan birthday also...

happy birthday and have a blast ya...^^

missing her

but

can't make

judgement

whether call her

or

sms

her

aiks

aiks,

it's been days for me to not updating...

as I've been busying playing maple, going KL and sleep ?XD

well, lets talk back all the way to 17th,

i really wanted to thx my buddies for the celebration made for me..^^

i do appreciate it very much...

then on 18th which was sunday,

head to KL by morning, and evening to KLIA~

aiks, it was kinda tired..but i guess my dad that does the driving will be more tired

as we reach Ipoh, its almost 12:00am...

which means its 19th =D

but kinda tired, after eating supper behind the jusco area...

meet Evelyn and her bf...XD

which was kinda surprised...

well, as for the big day of this year for me,

the only activity that i do is

playing maple whole day at home ==||

but also got on facebook la,

in facebook, i wanted to thx them again in here gaain..^^ tq for all the wishes...

meanwhile also thx for those who wishes me on twitter... =D

while this wednesday,

went to KL, by morning train 9am,

reach there by 12 pm, manage to bought my return ticket for thursday.

meet up with them at MidValley around 1pm.

bought Inception for evening movie,

had Zanmai Shushi for lunch

thanks to June, Stella, Elaine and weijack for the treat =D

all together got 6 ppl,

me, June, Weijack, Stella, Elaine and Jack(join for movie only)

then by night head to pasar malam kat Connaught.

at there i got my album from Jack,

Tae Yang - Solar[Deluxe version]

XD

it was awesome, but didnt unpack it till yesterday evening,

finish walking and eating stuff at pasar malam around 11... reach my unit around 11:30??

finish bath and stuff already 12 am ==||

head back Ipoh by thursday noon 1 pm train and reach Ipoh by 4pm.

and unpack le the album =D

here are some peak on the album, but kinda less photo...X)

front cover look

the back look for the t-shirt...

and a bit of peak into the book..^^

the album~ O_O it was awesome....hard to describe...

and the photo ...XD

well, this are for the past few days activity...

special thx to:

Evelyn, Carmenn, Yi Mun, Raymond Lee, Dexmond, Hongz, Alan, Kien Yoon and Evelyn bf for the celebration at Wong Kok.

June, Elaine, Stella and Weijack for the treat in Zanmai Shushi for lunch.

thx again...ne.... i really do enjoy all of them...

thx for the wish's from all my bro and sis and cousin's

and also thx for the celebration by my bro's and sis's that is

Bro's -> Raymond Lee, Hongz, Dexmond, Alan Chiang, Kien Yoon

sis's -> Evelyn, Carmenn, Yi Mun

and also Evelyn bf,

thx ^^

heading to KL by 9am later,

1st reason, go MidValley and meet up with them

sec reason, watch movie

3rd reason, go pasar malam... XD

last but not least and the best reason is to pick up TaeYang - Solar Album (deluxe)

wuhu~

but one thing that i worry is that hope that today train will have no delay and also able me to buy ticket to return from KL to Ipoh for tml...

while also today is the big day for Se7en,

the long long wait for Se7en comeback had arrive...

and it was a blast

even few tracks is auto tuning and more to clubbing feel

but others were so Se7en feel~

lovely~

Se7en is back with Digital Bounce

Home ~!

haiz,

as mention on previous post,

my foundation had ended last thursday.

cross finger everything at least a pass...

anyway,

before heading back to my home town by yesterday train.

i actually had some marathon with my friends.

1st stop, clubbing at Euphoria Minister of Sound at Sunway

sec stop, The Curve for movie : Twilight - Eclipse

3rd stop, shopping at Mid Valley & The Gardens

but within these few stops, we actually do have quite a number of food marathon also

food such as pasta, dim sum, western food...

yesterday manage to get 6pm KTM ticket to head back to Ipoh.

reached Ipoh by 9pm

when reached home, it was like

finally, home sweet home.. =D

before unpacking my stuff

the 1st thing i did is switch on the laptop

but is to webcam with my sis and mom @ Aus

chit chat till around 11pm

then head out to yam cha with my dad and sis...

i think when my mom back,

i will be having another new pair of Haivanas sandle~

yeah ~! but i bet this time the colour is a bit funky...XD

slept around 12:30+ yesterday...

and wake up 10am this morning? XD

and had my breakfast with my sis only, as dad head out to work adi...

then back around 12 pm

so then its time for me to switch on my laptop and check what's happening..XD

1st thing i get to know is that Spain won the Fifa world cup

then found out kinda miss out a lot of friends blog to be read....

anyway

sorry that i unable to share photo's due no no camera =[

Doesn't Speak Doesn't Means Nothing

referring to the tittle.
for those who know me well,
i think they will know that I do talk a lot crap
but most of the time i stay quiet
meanwhile, i don't talk much to most of the people is
bzs i had a bad socializing skills
and kinda blur out when talking face to face.
but i do prefer conversation trough msn and facebook ?

most people thinks that i am care free
in a sense that nothing to worry
but i do worry about everything in my life
sometimes i blur out in a conversation is bzs im thinking about other matters.

i do know the consequences of no confidence in face to face chat.
1. less friends
2. boring person
3. sux at presentation?!
and kinda lot more

it's

kinda funny

to had

such a feeling

blerk~

TAEYANG - You're Mine + I need a girl (featuring G-DRAGON)

TaeYang - You're Mine + I Need a Girl ft.GD dance ver
credit - YgEntertainment

liked this version a lot.. especially the opening ... it
was epic awesome ~!!!!!!!

a W0W 2 days or most probably going to be 3 days if include tomorrow

O_O

to refer back, yesterday went clubbing and sleep at 4:00am +

then morning 9am wake up...

due to can't sleep =X

had lunch with William and Steven at Jojo Kitchen by 12pm

chit chat a bit till around 1:45pm

then not long i went back my house need to prepare to go out again.. X)

3:30pm meet up with June, WeiJack, Stella & Hallen

to go The Curve

for

movie and dinner...

watched twilight - Eclipse, overall rating quite disappointed... 6/10 for max.

for dinner i think nothing special to talk about.. =X

just got a hot warm bath and writing here.. =)

going to sleep soon as tomorrow need to wake up early again...aiks

should restrict myself more

as in

what i am doing

scared of mixing up feelings

today finally my final semester final exam finished..

ended with the last subject of Business Statistics

pray hard and cross finger all can at least pass

especially for BST...

after the exam ended, head to had lunch at Sunway Pyramid

ate at Pasta Zanmai

quite good for the food...

then follow the '2' to shop till around 6pm..

while for dinner also eat it with them.. XD

at AC, aka Asia Cafe

main point is that,

tonight, we planned to go clubbing

at M.O.S

meet up with all around 10:45pm

then enter at 11pm...

from start it was empty ~

truly no one.. ==||

till around 11:30pm

there is a major changes

as people starts to pack up...

lazy to talk about it...

overall quite ok for first time clubbing,

but the beat was slow...

that didn't even make us high or wat so ever~

learnt new things and see many things.. XD

let's talk about music 1st,

yesterday was 1st of July also

is a month full of excitement for me, i think~

1st of July already got Tae Yang

Bae Solar album released.

like all the tracks

but in it, i like 'Before You Fall Asleep'

and 'Take It Slow' the most...

as for slow and sweet, i prefer 'You're My'

will search for the lyric's soon after my finals.

a part that i take it from the 'I Need a Girl'

XD

kinda envy Tae Yang...

as also the adorable Dara

where another story is that i found another leng lui

XD

from a new debut girl group

named Suzy

she's only 16th this year .. O_O

Tae Yang - Before You Fall Asleep (Audio)

erm about myself

i think i am a bit of stress out

even though i download these songs

as it is use to calm myself down...

less than 2 days will be my final semester final exam

kinda start to freak out

as i am not able to remember stuff for a long time...

as only for a while and its forgotten

T_T

other than that..

i got very stress in my accounting and BST, where i can't recall on hows the working and equations...

hope that this last few days i am able to really remember and know how it is done...

where for english, got tensed up... for the listening part and essay part... as i screwed it quite even in the exercise...

as for economics, the most exciting one... that is need to memories tons of theory and graphs

where i use to understand the economics more than i remember it.. so i think it will be quite a challenging stuff for me...

most of my friends say i had nothing to worry...

but i seems that they are very wrong...

as i really do feel i'm in deep shit.

but i will do my best

that is for my own good and also not to disappoint my parents...

anyway

most probably won't be looking into blog for few days till next week after exam.

at last but not least,

good luck to all my

TBF course mate July intake 2009

all the best in our finals

bless us all with good strength in mental and physical

to do our best of the best in this final

recently bought myself a sneaker

as for later,

aim to get myself a DSLR, hand-phone,

skinny jeans, a new pair of spectacle,

and a job after my foundation ends as before starting degree.

well, the fact is that my

foundation final exam is coming very soon,

i meant it by very soon as it starts next week monday.

need to catch up a lot...

T_T hope that manage to understand all before entering the war zone.

as for

some friends or majority do knows

when exams,

some may leave the exam hall early because manage to finish up the whole paper lesser than the time given;

or

leave the exam hall early due to no idea what the question wanted, can't answer the paper and don't want to stuck at the exam hall, so leave early.

i hope that i won't be in either both option above,

just hope that i able to use up all the time to answer well all my papers well.

pray hard, study hard, eat hard !!

might as well study smart ?!

Older Uncle/Untie becoming beggar ?

referring to the above topic,

i think i am not scare of people asking me for donation from older uncle/untie

but it rather makes me felt more worrying

as times goes on, it seems that the amount of old uncle and untie that ask for money by walking around to ask from people.

for me, i won't be donating any

not because i doesn't have a heart or stingy

but is, if we continue to give them money or food

it will soon cause the people doing the same thing to raise in a great speed

as they thought they can even get money or food without going to work.

the society is so going into an unbalance society

as rich people continues to become more richer

while, poor people become even more poor.

government collect so much of income tax and other tax's

but why is it that our government keep on saying there is no money.

as for reason why they said that they doesn't have any money, i think i need not to say it here

as most of Malaysian do know the reasons of it.

is just that the government should start doing something to preventing these issue to become more serious.

wee~

finally bought it

with my own money .. T___T

sob....

but still quite satisfy though.. ^^

actually bought a sneaker

Nike Sneaker

wee~

for me i think is awesome

though is easy to get dirty...

2 pic's of it

do give some comment on it~

hehe... ^^

yesterday

watched this movie,

that is quite long ago

'Alice In Wonderland'

well... over rating 7/10

not to talk much on this.

as at night,

went yam cha with my buddies

at Tong Sui Gai @ Ipoh

and talk a bit crap at there..XD

as for today,

Sunday~!

early morning wake up around 6:30

had a refreshing warm bath

and pack my stuff

delidale delay till 8am +

only went for breakfast @ 'Let's Rock' or called as Dai Ga Lok

wuhu~ long time didn't eat adi...

felt quite satisfy

went back to home for a while

and start journey around 10:00am head to KL

reach Subang Jaya around 12 pm

drop off my laptop back to my unit and seated for a while only left for lunch

@ ss14 Bak Kut Teh

then around 1:35pm only reached Pavilion.

quite lucky to get a parking slot when enter to the parking bay.

but got pissed when leaving due to the XXXKing service that didn't minus the ticket time charge

as they got this thing 'Every RM100 minus 1 hour parking charge'

but, it didn't minus to the according amount...!! RAWR !

back to the shopping story,

just bought something...for me

but for my parents

i think is a good swiping for goods...

=X

i only bought 2 T-Shirt

1 from Bossini & 1 from Zara

pic's of them are showed below.

haiz,

thought able to buy the Nike sneaker d

but fail to persuade my dad...

O_O

but nvm la...

dad used a lot money also adi...

but got their opinion on it...

so most probably using own money to buy it soon ?

as for dinner, had it @ Dragon I

lolx!!

for me, i don't really feel like eating due to stomach not feeling well...

but also ate some ...

too bad.. haiz...

after the dinner,

guess what ?

got into the jam

for around 15 min or 20 min to got out of that area...

reached my unit around 8:44pm

and my parents and sis head back to Ipoh...

^^

safe trip ~ hehe

another song from SJ repackaged album,

O_O

MOVIES~!

well, thursday went for the movie

Knight and Days.

well, overall rating is 8.0/10

and its funny....XD

as for today,

went back Ipoh by 3 pm train but end up

the train departure by 4:35pm.

and reach Ipoh by 7:35pm.

but quite satisfy as get to eat dinner with family at house...

as, i am a bit of out dated in movies,

i finally!!

i meant it finally ~!

i get to watch the movie,

'大日子'

well, i think as for a local movie

i giving it a rating of 9/10 to be honest.

a nice and meaningful movie.

and now, i think is time for me to go to sleep adi...

-_-

nitez ~